It's Just Emotions Taking Me Over

[loveb1tes]

Well, last night I had my infamous emotional breakdown. It wasn't too bad though. I think Connor could tell something was up last nigh. That and he had his own emotional problems to tell me about. *sigh* I played pool with him last night at Chris' house, and he owes me a cake and something else undecided. Apparently, it can be anything I want

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[erikthevamp]

alphy soup! *runs tot he store*

[googilycrab]

ARGH! I knew, as soon as you said that you had gone to chris's house that Crystal and Rosemary went. I don't like that. I hate weed. Now more than I ever have. I'm totally with you on the outsider thing. Every single girl I've dated has smoked pot. I've always hated it. Just thinking about Crystal smoking pot pisses me right the fuck off. I don't really want to tell her that though, because I don't want to be the controlling boyfriend. I really don't want to tell her that she can't do something that she has been doing before she met me. It wouldn't be fare to her. I don't know what to do about it. It's tearing me up inside. That's why I don't like her going over to Chris's. I don't really care if Rosemary does. I'm not attached to Rosey that way. I just don't know what to do. I think I should tell her not to do it anymore. Or atleast don't let me know that she's doing it. Not around me, don't talk about it in front of me. Nothing about her doing it. I used to be able to control how I felt about it. Now I can't. I also have emotional

[loveb1tes]

Aww... Alex. *hugs* You can always cry on my shoulder =P But in regards to the whole pot smoking thing, I think you need to be honest with Crystal. Tell her that the whole pot smoking situation is getting harder for you. If she loves you as much as I think she does, she'll understand. I know in my heart that she would give up pot for you. She loves and cares about you that much! I know you're in the same boat as me, where you don't wanna be in control and change them. When it comes to the point that it worries you too much, and past the point of no return, you HAVE to do something. Believe me. It's better to be straightforward with your woman than to hide the truth from her. I don't like her doing it either, so believe me. You're not the only one. Crystal won't hold anything against you though. She respects your wishes, and I know if smoking pot meant that she might lose you, she would DEFINITELY change her ways. The girl is crazy about you! =D

[wrenchprincess]

Trust me, if they don't want to stop they won't. It doesn't matter how much they love you guys. It's not because they don't want to see you happy, it's because it's something in their lives that they don't consider is any sort of problem. I got to the point with my ex where I told him that if things didn't change (ie the smoking issue) than I was going to leave him. Hardest thing I ever had to do. We had been together for three years and I really did love him and I know he didn't expect me to ever leave. He'd even say he needed to quit all the time. Never did though. I hope Connor really sees how serious the situation is with you Crystal and decides to actually quit. And good luck with you and your girl (I think your name was Alex).

[googilycrab]

The thing is, that I've already left her once. She knows that it would be hard for me, but I would do it again. I know that if they don't want to stop they won't. I've already tried asking a girl I loved to stop. She did it anyways. I just know in my heart, that Crystal is different. Yes, my name is Alex.