Sick...

[loveblackcoffee]

I'm sick of everything...I am sick of making sure everyone is happy and not upset with me. I'm sick of trying so hard when I know that no one will really accept and like me no matter what I do

Comments

[ma_mel03]

you know, it's okay to be selfish everyone once in a while and care only about yourself and no one else. not everyone has to understand, just those that really matters and even those that really matter don't even have to understand. As long as you tell them what's going on so that they could get off your back.

don't feel guilty for being selfish, and definitely don't hate yourself for being happy.

i love you lots christina!! =)

[loveblackcoffee]

aww thanks mee i love you too!

[fishingfor]

No one should try to live their lives making everyone else happy. No one should have to. You know, it's okay if not everyone likes you. You don't want everyone to like you. For instance, those dumbass loud drunk partiers who think it's cool to spraypaint other people's cars in 4am while singing off-key. I mean, there's no need for people like that to like you. :D;;

Seriously, though, I know I don't have to tell you any of this. You obviously know what you want. You want to be loved by the people you love, and you want to not care about people who don't matter. It's what everyone strives for, I think, or what they should. It's how humans live. And I think that's good and that's healthy, and it's okay for you to be selfish. To not want to be nice to everyone, all the time, and make everyone like you.

It's important to know what you want and how you want to live your life--then strive towards it. ♥

[loveblackcoffee]

thanks mei ^^

btw....that spraypainting thing sounds like its happened to you before haha