I am blessed by what I have been give. Honest. It's just that loving her is hard. I don't mind the work, per se, but the idea that she is just difficult to love.

And, I want someone easy for a change.

So, I think it's finally time to talk about this ( Read more... )

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She wants to see me.
I want to see her.
We talk for hours when we can.
And, we....

How do you do this?

I must find my strength to see that face.
To see it.
And, not sit there and say the thousand things
I would say
Over those
thousand years.

2005
Wednesday, March 16

091:54 AM

I have to write in here more.
Why?
Just do.
I realize that with Tracey gone, I have no one to talk to.
Which, can be a little lonely, but, honest, it’s a good thing I don’t talk to her.

This is my personal ad ( Read more... )

i've spent like 5 hours in this place today.
and, i've seen a lot.
especially how tracey is going to turn out.

it makes me sad to know that i loved someone that much, and it all turned to shit.
because, she's got some issues.

"If you've got issues, they're the tissues..."

In further news, I found out how to spoof Caller ID.
I wanted to see how that whole Paris Hilton thing was done, and wham.
It's kinda weird, scary, and a definite security problem.

i am such a fool.
i knew that tracey was bad for me and kept at it.
i don't know what i was thinking.

but, now, i am horny.
help?

=)

Today is such a pretty day.
I am content.