So I was delivering mail a few weeks ago and the neighborhood was having big trash day. If you don't know, this is when everyone gets to be white trash without the HOA getting all huffy. I drove down the street seeing garish sparkly halloween costumes, old appliances, pots, pans, tree branches, and a wide assortment of things people generally tend ( Read more... )

i have been in a rut lately, but i feel better now, thank you. i have a thought. a question. something like that. Is anyone ever one hundred percrent right? if two people are arguing, is one viewpoint correct and the other incorrect? i think that we are taught that. we are taught a stark black-and-white-ness that i think rarely, if ever, actually ( Read more... )

my house is filthy. im going to stay up as late as it takes to clean it up. the mail is piling up. people aren't getting their stupid junk mail and im going to get in trouble for it. everyone throws that stuff away anyhow, because its not important. so im going to go in early tomorrow, im thinking of being there at 4am. needless to say, im going to ( Read more... )

im turning inside out. im learning the value of hate and i will let myself suffer. its hard to watch your friends operate on self-destruct. everyone will let you down. everyone will die. and you wont always be sad. accept it.

haha

martin LOSER king

okay, so since i have never done anything for valentine's besides talk about how single i am and all that, i thought it would be nice to post something about how UNsingle i am and how good it was. but my computer at the library here says that i have to leave in 3 minutes, so i will say this ( Read more... )

okay. i got a new puppy. her name is penny. she is fred's sister, and pretty awesome. she has been keeping me awake for roughly four days now. she is calming down, though. nate also got a puppy, but he is giant and a year old. his name is banjo and he likes to sleep and jump out of the window when we leave. they are friends because they share ( Read more... )

basquiat is my new favorite.

i need a new computer.

i have a low credit score.

i only get paid once a month, and it's really hard.

i am frustrated right now.

as soon as i can get all this worked out, my presence will ance again increase.

thank you.

I have come to realize that my words need to be fewer and further between. I have an awful habit of telling people what they want to hear, twisting things around just enough so it's not technically a lie, but certainly not the entire truth. It's something I have done ever since I can remember. I also have a particularly nasty habit of talking ( Read more... )