Once again in my life i feel to fast. This always happens to me , well atleast for the past year or so. And i have no idea why i do that. And in the end i usually get hurt. Ive been doing alot of thinking the past couple days. There has been alot going on in my minde and many different emotions going on that i havent told anyone about. Things have ( Read more... )

Well all the excitement of the holidays has came to an end. I have to say i had a pretty good christmas, i enjoy spending time with the fam. The gifts were also a plus..lol. The week of christmas was soooo busy expecially at work, it was nuts!!!! But i banked in money. Other than the holidays i got to spend some time visiting some friends that are ( Read more... )

Well well my week was okay i guess. I finally finished my christmas shopping. So im pretty happy about that. Plans for New Years are still up in the air, me and steph are trying to find something to do, its going to be another new years for me and steph where we will be kissing eachother since our boys have plans. Its sad, i dunno. This weekend ( Read more... )

well im sad to say that this weekend has came to an end. I had a good week and a fun weekend. I didnt work much this week which was good since i worked too many hours last week. Thursday i went to Energy with Steph,Mike and Dave. And that was fine, i mean it wasnt crowded but i had a good time getting down wit steph, however there was a time that ( Read more... )

Thank goodness that this week is over. I had a bad week and a bad weekend. My week last week started off good and then it all went down hill from there. Work was the worst this whole week, plus i had to work all weekend. And with my luck the week where i had to work all weekend people were sick so i had to work extra hours. Plus it was crazy busy ( Read more... )

Well this week was okay i guess. except for the fact that i couldnt drive my car, but nothing was going on anyways soo it was ok. This weekend was ok too, i had alot of fun at mission last nite, worked blew today. i cant wait for thanksgiving-yummy ( Read more... )

i duuno why i just dont ask
maybe im scared of rejection,
i know i said i didnt wanna rush things,
but my feelings are strong,
and i know your feeling the same,
so why cant i just ask,
i mean its not a big deal,
i dunno i just im a dork,
but this is something i would like to have...i hope you feel the same.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

well i made it through my whole long weekend of work, and let me tell u, it blew. And tomarrow i have off thank goodness. My weekend besides work stunk. I did nothing at all, i sat at home and watched tv, i was so lonely. My stephers went to go visit her bf at iowa and my mikey was busy. Its okay. Last week was good though. Well sat i didnt get ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in here for a while. well heres an update ( Read more... )

well its finally almost the day where i get to leave palatine for sunny cali!! Im so excited ive been so anxious all week. i am however gonna miss my stephers i wish i could take her with me. And my situation with my guys for now is on hold, i am givin my bf a second chance i think, and that other guy im starting to think F him!!! ya know. i wanna ( Read more... )