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[lovecantbe4ever]

 i look at you
and i wonder if
you can see
who i am

are you just
the kind of man
i've been searching for
for years

or are you just
here
to break my heart

like all the others
that came
before you

tell me now
is this real
these feelings i feel

or should i run
get away
from more pain
and heartbreak

cause i don't know
anymore
i have no way to be sure

so i'm trusting you
to

Comments

Awww!

[preppygal821]

hey grrl i love u so much and it hurts to see u have all these emotiond over this one guy and hurt oveer this one guy! I hate to see u shed ur tears and feel this pain! I want u to be happy and i want u to have a big smile across ur face!Im working to get u what u want but with all ur different emotions i dont really know what u want, Just tell me what ur true heart wants and i will find a way to get it! All i want to see is u happy and i love u to death grrl and im always here for u!i love yah lots, comment back!
~amanda~

[lovecantbe4ever]

aww thanks gurly well to tell you the truth i dont know what i want .... i want him nad to be with him but then i dont because i dont think that he wants to be with me anymore lol i always have bad timing lol well idk i want you to still keep talking to him but like i told you i dont want you to force him to talk to me if he wants to talk then ill be here to listen but untill then i write these to get it all out to be its better then sheading those tears cause i dont want to feel the way i feel anymore lol im trying to put that smile of mine on but its just like the saying goes what is behind the smile lies to truth nobody knows :( but i love you to death to gurly and im soo freaking thankful to have you casue of everyhitng that you have given me goos times and bad i miss you soo freaking much but yah i guess ill talk to yah laters cause im getting some tears in my eyes right now :( well love yah gurly MUAH
~steph~

i cant stop tearing!

[preppygal821]

wow that was freak'n strong my tears just started dropping for that comment! I love you so much and for a while i doubted weather or not u and azia missed me and if we were still the best friends but that just reasured me that we are the same and u do care! I miss u so much and reall want u to come back to hanks its so hard being without u guys, u guys still have eachother but ive lost u both!:( Its so hard for me to go day by day without u guys, i hide my tears and i hide my pain because i want to think im okay, ive prayed and prayed that u guys would hate eastwood so u would come back to me! Please realize just how much i love u steoh and how much i need u to come back! Im always here for u to support w/e u decide evan if its hard for me to deal with i just want u to know that i triely miss you and i love u so much!Well,i will talk to u later cuz im in tears now, i love you lots!
~amanda~