changing the same

[loveclouds]

changing the same
yunho/changmin
nc-17
on break for christmas from university, another week-long family get-together. still yunho and changmin, just a full decade later, changing just the same.

6000 words. this was 100% what i dreamt last night. except the people involved, but yeah. happy christmas!fic in april! :D dies.

Comments

[ame_lockheart]

aljkfadfj I have a Japanese test too in like... 9 hours D: ganbatte, ne? xD

How is it like Changmin? They stuck a gnarly branch in where the snowman’s ass would be and Changmin watched on in the most unimpressed face he could manage while his parents nearly rolled around on the ground with laughter.
this made me crack up and scare the dog xD
Yoochun <333

[loveclouds]

sadflkjasldfkj we suck. GOOD LUCK!!

lmao glad you liked! thanks! :D

[kelseyum]

suuuuch a procrastinator yuxi, ohhhh boy. lolol

but seriously, omfg jsfkdjfksjfskjf i just looooove this so ridicuously much !! i think this is a definite favourite of yours....and it was sooo long, and so cute and so sweet and the ending was just fskdjfj gaaah heart melting.

and BAHAHHAHAHAHAH ROFLMAO, why is yoochun so utterly amazing !?
"’Cause it looks like you’re about to vomit love onto your shoes and then get down and roll around in it.” no lie, i burst out laughing hardcore. legite LOL-ing going on.

aaaaand, i very much like christmas!fic in april, becuase april is too hot leaving my dorm room at a nice 8493849238492°C right now. if only there was snow, making it cold and allowing me to fall asleep D: sobs.

also, i forgot to ask earlier, are you feeling better babycakes !?

again, i love this and i sjfkdjfksd love yoooou ♥

i was looking through my quote books the other day, and i saw one that reminded me of my birthday fic, hahahhaa

[kelseyum]

and goood luck with japanese :DDD
you will destroy it !

[loveclouds]

LMAO AND WHY ARE YOUUUU AWAKE!?

fuck, this is so long. D: instead of kanji, i was writing this. D: lmao my priorities are fucked.

ahhhhhhhhhhh aslfkjdsf yoochun is amazing. ugh.

AND WHY IS YOUR DORM SO HOT, WTF. that's messed up. D: sleep on ice.

sort of. i'd feel best once exams are over. cries. I LOVE YOU CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU FRIDAY.

idk what to start with on your bday fic lmao.

[kelseyum]

IM AWAKE BECAUSE IM MELTING !!
sleeping on ice is a brilliant idea !
it'll always help the disgusting sunburnt i got on saturday...can you say walking lobster !? dies.

hahhahaa, the priorities of a fangirl are always effed up. i do this instead of reading my history (which i need to do, so i can pass my exam, THAT IS ON MY BIRTHDAY sobs. lolol)

awhh, thats not goood...but exams end soon right? how many do you have left? just japanese? or more.

waiting for friday is going to make my week go by soooooo slowly !

you dont need to write my birthday fic, lol. just a nice "happy birthday kelsey" will do :D

[loveclouds]

aha, actually, i thought that too when i was writing it. but this is def more awkward than bridget. i think. or maybe they're both just so bad i'd never want to experience either ever. rofl.

WELL SAID. 8D

[oldwillow_brook]

Why do you have the most beautiful dreams?

I wake up in the morning and think,"What did I dream?"
last night I actually remembered and it was me desperately needing a pregnancy test but unsure if I had ever had sex before. It was so WIERD

But.....I feel like I'm going to ruin the emotions and the happiness you feel if I say EVERYTHING you write is amazing. But I would be lying if I didn't say it was and that I loved it. I sound like a loser fangirl for your writing, and by God you're right.

“I...” Changmin says, voice strained, desperation starting to show, “I’m afraid to make attachments because I know what I’m like, and it’s...hard to believe anyone would like me beyond the initial appeal.”

Okay what I loved most is that I understand what he's talking about. I understand that wierd feeling when you know someone likes you for sure. It's scary for me to know someone likes me because nobody does. And I know where Changmin's coming from.

Yunho says something and Changmin is so blown away that he doesn’t even understand it

[loveclouds]

because i'm probably legally insane.

asfdlkjasdflkjaewpoadsf i never know how to react to your comments other than keysmashing violently until my keyboard snaps in half. sdfklsjdfksdf but um, THANK YOU, CRYING. sadklfjasldfkjpewoijasdflk thank you always, dies.

i totally know what you mean about that whole someone liking you thing. i think it's so terrifying to just surrender yourself like that because it's so easy for someone else to hurt you. :l

fadskldsjflkjdsf dies, i love college!verse too, but i find that a lot of them are pretty much the same! and idk, i love it still, but it want something odd. rofl. like, odd college verse. because my university life is not normal. *_________* so thank you, asdflkjdsf i'm glad you like it. :D

I WANT YOU TO WRITE HOMIN. WHO CARES ABOUT THE WORLD IF I HAVE HOMIN. 8DDDDD

thanks, love. ;3;

♥

[oldwillow_brook]

BUT IM NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE HOMIN. HOMIN IS SUPPOSED TO BE LEAST FROM MY HAPPY LIST BUT WHEN YOU WRITE STUFF LIKE THIS:

“I...well...is...is it supposed to feel this good?” he asks, embarrassed and shy, confused and uncertain of himself all over again.

Yunho blinks before his face melts into a smile. “I don’t know,” he answers in the end, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on Changmin’s lips. “I’ve never felt this way with anyone but you.”

“I’m glad,” Changmin breathes, holding Yunho’s cheeks in his hands, looking up at the older man with his big eyes. “I only want it to be me.”

MY BRAIN CANT HANDLE THE LOVE AND MUST WRITE. as;dfkja;lsdfj;salkdjf

♥ You make my monday mornings great. :D

[kamakazza]

Amazing I had to get on my iPod touch just so I could read this... I know how u feel is 4 am and I have my environental issues final at 12 tomarrow. So night night and good luck on ur exam! FIGHTING!!!!!

[loveclouds]

8DDDD lmao, we just suck at sleeping.