yeah so okay. yesterday was pretty nothingy. i watched some tv, and then cleaned my room and ran some errands with my brother. matt called around 4 or something, and we talked for a while. i suddenly remembered that i had to do a poster for spanish class. ick.

i went downstairs around 5 and did some homework while i watched all i wanna do on ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty boring, man. i slept in until eleven, which is really late for me. i was home by myself for a while and took the opportunity to veg on the couch. i watched some disney channel shows, & now and then, which is seriously one of the greatest movies ever. it kind of made me sad though, cause it reminded me of when sarah, katelyn, ( Read more... )

the rest of my family went xmas shopping for me, so i'm home alone -- thank god. i really need to be alone right now. it's getting harder and harder for me to pretend i'm happy when i'm not, especially in front of my family ( Read more... )

fuck.

i think my problem is that i care about other people a lot more than they care about me... and i let them hurt me, even when they don't mean to.

i'm a jackass. or at least, i feel like one. matt & i went to see harry potter and i couldn't help but feel that he was bored out of his mind. i don't know why, it's just the way i've been feeling all week. how i must be so boring to him & that he doesn't need me anymore because new, exciting, cooler people are paying attention to him. he says it ( Read more... )

wow, i had SO SO SO SO SO SO SO much fun yesterday/last night. it was the best time i've had in a long while ( Read more... )

yeah, so today is std day! (std is saves the day, not sexually transmitted disease.) me and sarah are meeting up with lauren and jenna at lauren's house and going from there. i'm driving, which kinda sucks, but oh well. should be fun. i'll update about it later.

tonight i went to the play with melissa, and from 7:30-8:00 we took tickets and explained to people who didn't have tickets that we were sold out. they didn't like us much ( Read more... )

okay, so it's time for a LONG catch-up entry. maybe.

friday matt and i went to see die another day, which was pretty good. from there we came to my house and ate a turkey dinner with my family, which was yummy. I LOVE MASHED POTATOES. yummmmmm. haha, then after the dinner we went back to the movie theater and saw they. i thought it was going to ( Read more... )