Yea so pretty much i have a new life now...i'mn very happy being away at college working, getting an education, and being with my boyfriend Brian...He is a wonderful guy and idk what i would do without him...i know nobody uses these anymore, but still its kinda fun every once and a while....Right now i am at his house staying till we go back home ( Read more... )

I don't understand why he keeps playing with my emotions. Right now i am so depressed, and my eye balls hurt so bad from crying that i cant stand it. I really hope he holds up to his promise and comes tomorrow because if he doesnt then there will be a serious problem. I want him back so bad. Things were so good, then i started nagging and i think ( Read more... )

Ok so it has been a long time since i wrote in here, but thats partly because i have myspace and i post blogs on there all the time, but i figured i would come to LJ since it has been awhile...So yea Nathan and i are back together have been for awhile.. i'm really glad i was a mess without him...Its a love thing, some ppl may not understand...So ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day, soccer kinda sucked but i guess i have to start giving 100% more often....But other then that Nathan and I had a good day...=D thats always a plus and makes me happy...

Ok so today i'm not feeling any better then i was earlier and i dont think thats very cool....I still feel crummy about my bf situation, and i cant wait to be able to talk to him today, well hopefully i will get to talk to him today cuz if i dont then there will be a serious problem and i will flip out.I have to go ill write more later...

So I'm goin through some things....idk its crazy i swear sometimes im going crazy. I love my bf with all my heart but lately all we do is fight and argue, and not get along and i dont like that. We dont get to spend time with eachother between his tennis, band, working, spending weekend at his dads, and my soccer theres just not enuf time in a day/ ( Read more... )

OK so it has been awhile sense i have used LJ prolly because everyone has myspace now and its kinda better...But the last few days have sucked and myspace is being gay and i cant log on so yea i decided to check out LJ...I am kind of on some sort of punishment for my bad grades but its all good...except its kinda like taking me away from my bf on ( Read more... )

Im so angry that i want to scream and swear and yell and cry...and AHHH GRRRR....I need a hug, where are bf's when you need them...well at work..grrrr....

Well i know it has been a century sense i have wrote in here, and thats cuz well sense the myspace revolution nobody usese LJ really....Lots of new and interesting things have been going on in my life, well wonderful bf, college class after school, regular classes, soccer and thats a constant battle lol, and other wonderful things...Well idk to ( Read more... )

So lately in these last 2 or 3 months i have been the happiest i have been almost sense my mom got sick which started bout 5 years ago...dont get me wrong in these last years i have had fun at times and met some wonderful ppl and loved some of the best but this is happy now, i was content before now im happy....Thinking back sometimes makes me want ( Read more... )