no words can express

[lovefcuked]

the pain i'm feeling
total random thoughts but I am seriously considering. Every year I swear is a fucked up year..For months everyday as I get ready for school I think of a different way to kill myself..I stare at the mirror and think of which method would have the quickest impact so I won't feel anything, the cleanest, the method where I won't

Comments

[yogrlnextdoor]

I wish I knew exactly what to say to help you...to help you understand that you are a gift from God and you deserve everything that He has planned for you. From what you said about your boyfriend, I can tell that he really loves you and I know how hard it is to open up to people, but it's worth it. As you know, he's not leaving (at lease it doesn’t look like he plans on doing so) so let him help you. Sometimes, we can't get through things by ourselves and need a little help from outsiders. I'm sorry that you get into a car accident, hope you are ok. I am happy that you decided that life was worth living.

If you need anything, someone to talk to or whatever, just email me and I'll get back with you.

Remember despite it all, God loves you and wants nothing but the best for you. (hug)

[virgolectual]

Wow...that's deep. But sometimes it takes an epiphany like that to light the fire under yourself that pushes you higher than you ever thought you could go...first things first...what is it that YOU wanna do? What are your goals? Whenever someone tries to tell me I CAN'T do somethin...I resolve to do it just to prove them wrong...and gloat about it...