Comments | lovegrowingwild: i will catch the daylight in a box if day can keep you here

lovegrowingwild

i will catch the daylight in a box if day can keep you here

Nov 24, 2003 19:19

because i am freaking out about everything due tomorrow and losing my mind in between a bombardment of words i want to completely runaway from right now (trust, commitment, forgiveness, intimacy, passion, compromise, sex, love) and french vocabulary, i am posting in here obsessively ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 24 2003, 19:10:43 UTC

2003-11-24 18:57 (link)
I love your strength and how you are so outwardly honest with everything you write. I also love your spirit that shines through all your words.

(I have Jessica Simpson moments all the time)

My dream.. A crazy dream, a beautiful dream- I don't know which it is. But my dream is to be discovered somewhere singing or acting or just walking down the street. And to become a star who can inspire people all the time and feel comfortable and help other people to feel comfortable.

anonymous November 24 2003, 19:55:10 UTC

i feel special because i know you and i think so does everything who knows you. you can express yourself so intensely without sounding dramatic... and that is something i wish i could do. also i have always thought you were one of the most beautiful people i've seen. looks-wise. (spirit-wise too but that's what everyone else is saying and it's not what i wanted to say this time).

i often wish of having a one best friend. or even a few friends who always want to be around me and who i always want to be around. where i am not constantly thinking that i am last in their thoughts.

anonymous November 24 2003, 20:21:17 UTC

i love the way your hair smells, or at least; the way it smelled the last time i saw you. i love that no matter what you do, no matter what you say, or what you wear, or where you are, you are the most beautiful person i have ever encountered, and someday will be the inspiration for all that will make me famous.

i finally realized that i may very well get to go to university in the city of made and broken dreams, and this makes my heart swell. you'd be so proud of me.

edit: that time, when i walked out on your porch with a cup of coffee in my pajamas on that morning in may and all i could see was sunshine and mountains, i wanted to cry. i wanted to stay there forever, and someday, maybe, we should do that; find a place and live near mountains together and own a thousand dobermans.

anonymous November 24 2003, 20:46:31 UTC

i like you because you're so freaking special. not just anyone would reaccept someone who disappeared for a year and then magically reappeared. i suppose the internet will do that to you. and you're my only tie to the good old days of those pre-16 years. what i wouldn't do to go back to the hh.

my dream? i just want to be happy, dammit. someday i'll achieve that.

anonymous November 24 2003, 20:51:01 UTC

i love the fact that the words that come to mind when i think of you are beauty & strength. i love that you always have the perfect lyrics for every single thought & emotion. i love how when i read your journal entries i feel like i've just been let in on a beautiful secret. but most of all i love that you ALWAYS no matter what, inspire me.

yesterday i developed pictures that are three and a half months old. one of them was of the back two girls walking. one girl with blonde hair in a ponytail, the other red up in a bun. the day was gorgeously sunny & the leaves a perfect shade of green against the red bricks of the little manhattan shops. all i could think about was how it was only the night before that had been one the most amazing nights of my life, only minutes after seeing them get out of that cab in times square, & only hours before the big blackout. this all made me cry because i knew i'd never get it back. it was the perfect combination of pure joy & saddness. the kind of day that makes you realize what the world is & helps ( ... )