1) was 2005 a good year for you ( Read more... )

i wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope

clear as a bell are the short breaths
that you take when you're distracted
same as the way when you roll your eyes
when i ask too many stupid questions

i will call you in three weeks
maybe then you'll have some more to sayi wish to god that i understood why shit happened like this. what is wrong ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:LowHistrionic Personality Disorder:LowNarcissistic Personality Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Personality Disorder:LowDependent Personality Disorder:ModerateObsessive- ( Read more... )

today was a lazy, purple hazyyyy day ( Read more... )

so.
i need to come up with $496.16 in a very short period of time.
and still buy christmas presents for my friends, because i already got my family.
this is going to be one hell of a shot. i'm gonna try my best.

i just hope that that lady calls me back about that job.
( SO I CAN SAVE UP FOR THIS )

today was a really good realization day for me ( Read more... )

i just realized that the entry i posted before serves no purpose, so bye bye lame entry ( Read more... )

"i hate how you say library, 'lie-berry', i hate how you say that aliens will grow in your stomach if you eat purple jelly beans, i hate how you always say 'know what i mean jellybean but not the purple ones', i hate how fast you type and how you drive, and how you're always giddy when i talk to you on the phone, and how you never want to get off, ( Read more... )

so that's how i learned the lesson. that everyone's alone. and your eyes must do some raining if you're ever gonna grow. and when crying don't help, you can't compose yourself, it's best to compose a poem. an honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope.that's why i'm singing baby don't worry cause now i got your back and every time you feel ( Read more... )

hahaha i had such a sweet night tonight with dman&jesse bo besse. for the past two weeks though, not gonna lie, i've felt like my days are like, mushing together. and i feel like i'm not making the most out of what's going on. so i try to hurry it up only in hopes that it will get better, and then we'll get to that part where it's slow motion, and ( Read more... )