Cole Street had its annual block party yesterday and let me say it was effin awesome. Played some games had a lot of fun. Drank a lot, I drank so much that old feelings came back to haunt me. I think it surprised me more that it came back when I wasn't thinking about it anymore. I mean really I thought i was finally over it until I broke down n ( Read more... )

So to summarize this I started to have feelings for a friend. I knew it was a bad idea from the start. Maybe it was the person I like or maybe it was me. Whatever it was its probally not worth the trouble I tried for. I don't regret it for it was someone that I really care for n I would much rather have them in my life then not at all. She means ( Read more... )

this weekend has been a blast its been awhile since i had this much fun. Jon Pete and I drank some beers friday night. I had a bday party to go to but i skipped it so i could go to Alayna's party n got towz up. the room started spinning then i crashed hard. woke up on the floor n the peeps n i chilled at Alayna's til bout 1pm then pete n I left to ( Read more... )

Ok to start this off Saturday was my sisters graduation/birthday party. I only invited two friends to come. The one I wanted to show up did and the second invited her friend to come along and neither of them showed up. Well it doesnt matter anymore because it's done and over with. My intent for the day was to get hammered and I successfully ( Read more... )

Watching and waiting for the time to act ( Read more... )

I am not quite a man but I am more then a boy ( Read more... )

Well not a whole lot has changed since my last update. the only thing that as changed is I went to school today cuz I have school every Tuesday n Thursday from 1:30pm to 10:30pm. I actually just stay at school that long but its worth staying there that long. Some of the students and yours truly have started a game group where we all thought of game ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since i used lj. i actually kinda missed it. well to post a normal post. I went back to college at IADT for game programming and i enjoy every day im there. I am currently unemployed and it depresses me with each passing day. I have a hard time copeing with some emotional issues on relationships or lack there of. the last ( Read more... )

well i decided that im quiteing pren pritit. seans trying to get me a job at capitol and i was just told this morning that i could probally get a job at bufflo wild wings. so i might get two jobs and work my ass off yes. apparently theres a glitch with my phone bill cuz i owe at&t 6 hundred bucks. fuck that. oh and one big announcement i have a ( Read more... )

We all like to live in our little comfertzone our box. when your box starts fill with things u dont need but u like it. how do u change it? how do u leave the safty of your box to get a better one? every box that u want is just out of reach. to take that step is like your about to jump over a cliff. how can u take that leap of faith by yourself? ( Read more... )