i dont really have friends i can hang out with.
one was supposed to come over today, but she
forgot apparently. after she said she wasnt
going to. oh well. so who knows if i'll
do anything this week.

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this lady on wifeswap is a crazy irish bitch.
no offense to irish people. but shes forreal
crazy. and super controlling. her kids were on
a schedule from 530am to 1130pm.
thats ridiculous.

and my baby almost weighs 9lbs.
and shes 21 1/2inchs tall.

im starting to lose my milk supply. :/
im surprised it lasted this long just from pumping.

so, when does the feeling of being a babysitter
leave and i start feeling like a mommy?

is making me really irritable.
and i hate it sooooo bad.
cause when she wakes up in the middle
of the night and wont stop crying, i get
so frustrated and i want to yell at her
but i know that it doesnt help any.
i try to sleep whenever she sleeps as much
as possible but its impossible when my mom
calls me all the time asking me why im sleeping
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aiyana is a hardcore sleeper. nothing wakes her up!
besides me changing her diaper cause she gets cold.
but loud noises dont bother her at all.
and im glad! she sleeps really good. and screams
not so loud. lol

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okay, so my dream was really weird.
the four of us were going to the one place
that your dad likes to eat at and they sell
furniture too. so that threw both of us off guard.
we went and the hostess made us walk thru
all the furniture and around the building just to get
to a table. and your dad and josh sat at one table
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my baby is stuuuuubborn! she's a day overdue.
and if she doesnt come before saturday then
im getting induced saturday at 5am. funnnnn!
why can't she just come out!? maybe its too cold
outside for her. golly goodness.

my baby is above average for my age.
she's chunky according to the ultrasound.
hopefully its lying cause idk if i can
push out a chunky baby. she's already taking
after her daddy! aw i love them both.