i wish i was a million miles away from this town with you

under the sky of somewhere we've never been before.

i'm happy with the new change in scenery. i think it's so wonderful.

mm...college is intimidating. i'm so scared. applications should be sent soon....

:(

and thats why i'm walking on eggshells with you. constantly.

i love you.

<3

tonight=amazing and beautiful.

i can't even describe it.
too many things happened all at once. it was wonderful.

its a full moon out and it's soo lovely. i wish i could just sit out all night long and take it all in.

the things you say, the things you do...

<3

fucking VW van...mm.

make me over.
make me over.
make me over.

i want to be a different person.
i want to live a different life.

i have the worst bitter taste in my mouth. it's making me so sick ( Read more... )

my livejournal is like a big nothing. and thats the way i like it ( Read more... )

i really miss having a group of people i hang out with all the time ( Read more... )

"July 31 - Blue Moon Also called Full Thunder Moon. This full Moon in July is called a Blue Moon as it is the second full Moon in one calendar month. This is a phenomenon that occurs about once every 2.7 years. The expression seems to derive from the extremely rare, actually blue-tinged Moon caused by atmospheric layers of forest fire smoke or ( Read more... )

i really wanted to make it work.

i really wanted to at least say something.

i really wanted to...but...

it's so much easier to just press your lips against his and pretend like your kissing someone else instead.

it's so much easier to pretend.

you are what you choose to be. you become the person that you want to be. society presses themselves upon you and aids you in forming your ideas and your opinions and the way you think ( Read more... )