DoN't WaStE yOuR LiFe..

[loveislaced]

It's been a very long time since I have updated. Normally the only time I feel creative or make an effort at this is when it all hurts too much.

Too uncomfortable to be alive - too afraid to just not be.

Life feels, it seems very bad now. I know this is not the worst it has been or the worst it will get but it feels like it could be. I wake up in

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[dolliedestroyed]

I'm not going to touch the brother subject because I can't even begin to imagine what it feels like to lose a sibling. My sister is moving across the country and I feel like I'm losing a limb. If she was gone for good...I don't know how I would deal.

Also, I loved Frey's book, but it isn't actually a memoir.

We all go through hard times and we all cope in our own way. I do not think your friends will resent you from pulling away.

You are a much better person than you realize. Mistakes do not make the person, the way you eventually handle your mistakes and trials is what makes you who you are.

I don't know what your addiction is, but I hope you find the strength to overcome it and if there is ever anything I can do, you know my number.

[poison]

(i love you. you can call me anytime)