Not Suppose to Love You (Sungmin's Story)
Author: lovekibummie
Pairing: heechul & oc
Genre: Romance, Incest, Smut
Rating: NC-17
A/N: This is just a fic, it's not that i approve of this in real life. don't take it seriously...
Prologue
YOUR POV
"Brother, I love you so much." I said to my lovely brother.
He smiles and brushes my hair. "I love you too."
"But our love is wrong." I kind of felt embarrass while saying it.
"How can this be wrong when we love each other?"
I sob bowing my head to hide my shameful face. "Why is fate so cruel to us?"
"Look at me." He urge, cupping my face for me to look straight to him. Tears fall continuously and he kissed it away.
"Please don't go." I pleaded with a serious tone.
He just hug me tight and kiss me on my forehead. "I promise I'll be back, when I finished my doctorate, I'll come back to you and we'll live away from all of this." He reassured me.
"Don't look at anybody else."
"I won't. You're the only one for me. I promise" He planted a fierce yet fervor kiss on my lips that serve as the seal of our promise.
"There, done with the 15th chapter."" I clicked the post button and then I my story have been updated.
I'm a writer in this incest forum. I was just browsing the net about incest stories I want to read when I pass by this. And I started to like reading stories which harbors hidden desires of many people towards their siblings and now I just updated my first story that I started 2 months ago.
I refresh my story's page and comments is added already.
junk_ poorgas: new reader here. Please add me to your pm list… ^^
ondensehigh: will be anticipating for a hot chapter after this. :D
slick.balmyme:Hi… sorry for being a silent reader to your story. Just want you to know that I really love your work. I can relate so much. It really feels like I'm your brother. You see I'm in love with my sister and I'm going to another place in two months time for my doctorate.
So finally I read something from him, every time I'm online and reading the comments in my story I always see his username but he didn't even leave a comment. And I even wrote a big "NO SILENT READER PLEASE" on this story's first page.
"Aisshhh..." I hissed.
Chapter 1
YOUR POV
It's almost 2 months since we started chatting and chatting, I don't know that I'll find someone with so much similarity with me. And little by little I know he's taking a space in my heart. Though we talk almost every day, no one dared to ask for personal questions, sometimes I sense him trying to get my address but at the end he maybe got loss of confidence.
myblacksmile: how was your day?
(YOUR USERNAME): good yet sad.
myblacksmile: why?
(YOUR USERNAME): he'll be going on Friday night. We only have 5 more days left.
myblacksmile: me too… I'm leaving our home in Wednesday.
Maybe I started to fall in love with him because he resembles my brother a lot. They even shared a name. It seems like he really is.
(YOUR USERNAME): take care then alright?
myblacksmile: will you miss me?
(YOUR USERNAME): of course!
myblacksmile: not as you miss your brother..
(YOUR USERNAME): ….
He's getting jealous again. Though we're not an official couple yet, he is really a jealous guy, especially towards my brother though we're not close, I don't even know his phone number now. He change a lot because of all the messages coming from girls.
myblacksmile: please consider what I've told you. I really might sound crazy but I already feel something for you. And we both know that loving our siblings is wrong, this way we can move on.
(YOUR USERNAME): Sungmin, I'll really think about this, please give me time.
myblacksmile: uhhhmmm.. can I ask you a favor?
I prayed eagerly. "God, please let this be can we meet…"
(YOUR USERNAME): sure, as long as it's possible..
myblacksmile: I know you don't want to give your address but you mentioned once that you live in the same city like mine. Can we meet before I left the city? Please?
(YOUR USERNAME): hmmmm.. ok.. I think it's the time we meet.. text me when and where ok? I'll be going then, mom's calling me for dinner.
myblacksmile: same here… good night beautiful..
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SUNGMIN'S POV
Finally the day that we will meet will be today. I arrive at the restaurant and made a reservation for two. I insisted on picking her up but she resisted maybe her parents are really strict when it comes to this just like how my parents are strict with my sister dating, which made me feel at ease.
I waited for 10 more minutes and I see someone I didn't expect to see. My sister, dressed as a mature women. She wears a black mini satin dress which emits sexiness. She sat on the nearest chair from the door and stared at her cell phone, is she meeting someone? She turned to look at the parking lot, letting me see something I didn't know. Where in the hell did she get henna? The mark on her upper back reads: "smile".
I approach her and her eyes widen when she sees me. "What are you doing here?"
"uhmmmm.. nothing…. I'm… waiting for a friend…" She muttered shakily which proves that she's going to meet a guy. And she's nervous because probably I'll tell mom and dad and she'll be dead.
"You… what… what.. are you… doing here." She asks looking at me intently. Why do you have to look that hot? Why do you have to be that tempting? My mind is flooded of my sister again.
I quickly turn away from her to keep me still from hugging and kissing her. "I'm… meeting a girl."
I heard her stand and I look back to her. "Oh… ok… well… take care then oppa, I'll be going now." She smiled sweetly again. She quickly exits and finds herself a cab. Oh dang I forgot to check my phone.
I smiled a little when I see the notification on my phone, and loudly read it. "1 new message receive"
I'm sorry, I'll not be able to come, and some matters arise up on my way. I'm really sorry.
"What?" I kind of yelled. Meaning she'll not be coming. Meaning I'll not be able to see her. I prepared so much for today and then this happen.
Chapter 2
Sungmin's POV
"Hey…" I called out my sister who is sitting in front of her computer. She seems startled that she let loose of the case she's holding.
I quickly grab some and returned it to her. "I'm sorry if I surprise you."
"No, I… it was just unusual that you're in my room." She shyly said without making an eye contact to me. Flashbacks of her look when we saw each other in the restaurant keep tingling in my head. How can she look like a vixen in that cute little dress and at the same time an angel when she's at home?
"Yeah, it's been long ago." I hurtfully admitted. Since my fantasy about her started I keep myself away from her as much as possible. Even in school you can count those people who knew we're siblings. She tried to smile to hide the pain she's feeling. She's making every effort to be closer to me but my fear of not controlling myself overwhelms me and therefore I end up always pushing her away.
"Ahhhh… my flash drive is missing I think my cat, Sen, must have play with it. Would you mind me looking here at your room?" I ask hesitantly, because it's really embarrassing to search a girl's room.
She shakes her head and smiled graciously. "No, not at all… suit yourself."
"Sungmin, tell your sister to help me prepare dinner." I heard my mom called, since the door is widely open, I turn to her and she flashes that "I got that" look and exits the room.
I searched around her computer and her stuffs but I still can't find my missing flash drive. Until the last place to search is under her bed. I knelt down beside and started to reach things under it. I first grab a hard object and when I pulled it out it's Cosmopolitan*. I smiled insanely thinking that she's reading about this kind of stuff. I stretch out my arm again and finally there was my flash drive. As I was about to return the magazine under her bed, something fell.
"ehh? Midnight Fantasy**" I whispered to myself. This is a membership letter of the same forum I'm in. I got this one too last week and immediately burned it.
"110605? I think I already saw it somewhere." I thought to myself. Every member of the forum was given a membership number and also every information is kept under that number for the customer's privacy. I looked on the address and it wasn't ours.
The number keep on playing constantly on my head trying to remember where I see it. "110605… hmmmm…Maybe it belongs to one of her friends."
I swiftly returned the paper and the magazine under her bed and fixed myself as I hear her footsteps getting louder.
"Did you find it?"
I grin and showed her my pink flash drive. "Thank you."
"I didn't do anything. Btw. The dinner is ready." She invited.
"I'll be there in a moment." I then hoped out of her room.
YOUR POV
The 3 of us sat around the table and our eyes glitter over the feast in front of us. We ate quietly savoring the taste of the food mom prepared. She's a real cook and good thing I inherit that from her.
"Mom, I'm kind of curious." I started as I gulped the last portion of my wine.
Mom wipe out her mouth and beams at me. "What is it baby?" I'm already at legal age but she still calls me baby, same with my brother.
"Why are we having this kind of feast all of a sudden? And it's so rare that you'll bake blueberry cheesecake. Is this an early farewell party for Sungmin oppa? " I questioned. Sungmin and Mom eyed each other making me feel left out.
"I'm sorry; I forgot to tell you that you're brother…." Mom explained but Sungmin cut her off.
He sighed heavily "No mom, it's me who should be sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't tell you that I'll be going tomorrow."
I sat in awe of my situation. How come no one told me? As if I didn't exist in this house. "I thought… I thought… you'll be going on Friday." No one dared to answer me neither looked at me in the eye.
I stand up from my place and run furiously to my room. What is this? I hate him. I slam my door and opened my PC. I hope he's the other Sungmin I'm chatting with.
"Hey…" I typed then I press enter.
I've waited for 5 minutes but no one answered so I asked again. "Where are you?" After several minutes I still haven't received an answer.
"Why is he not here when I want someone to talk?" I hissed then I turn-off my PC and grab my mp3 player.
"Yeah right!" I pouted when I heard the first song that played on my mp3 player. This song reminds me of my gentle brother so much. The one I fell in love with. "Baby Baby***"
Sungmin's POV
I returned to my room after helping mom do the dishes. I stop by in front of her room before entering my room. I feel guilty for not telling her about my departure. I'm aware that our relationship was not that good since I separated myself from her but I think I hurt her too much.
I turned to face my PC and opened my messenger.
"Hey…."
"Where are you?"
She's already offline. I browse the MF forum again and read some of my favorite stories, when I came across her story again. She's really a talented writer plus I can fully relate with her stories. Her brother and I really have these similarities. Our names are the same, and we live in the same town. I sometimes think that maybe my sister is the one writing it. Come to think of it I haven't even visited her user profile before. I clicked on her profile and view it.
Nothing is really fancy about it, just the lyrics of the song "Baby, Baby" and the links to her stories. Her location is not stated, her email address is not stated too, but I'm glad she agreed to add me on her messenger, and her user number is 110605.
"ehh? 110605?" I almost yelled. This means that. This writer is my sister?
"But that letter might be from her friends since it's wasn't addressed to us." I said to myself, trying to calm the things popping on my mind.
Wait a minute, that's why her story is very similar with me. And she did mention that her brother will be going on Friday which is my original schedule. . And that's why she's at the restaurant when I was supposed to meet the writer. And the moment she gets back home, the other one didn't come too. I almost fell from my chair when I think about all the things she wrote in her story. So I'm really her character.
"Does it mean?"
*I don't know if this magazine is available worldwide… but this magazine is basically for women and they're needs. It's kind of mature magazine not that it's porn… but it talks freely about for example what would women expect in their first time, how can you make your husband something over you... things like that.. (Sorry for my poor explanation.. >.<)
**I can't think of a name for their forum sorry.
***Sungmin's solo song in ss2.. I'm sorry.. that's not related at all.. haha.. well I'm currently listening to it while writing.. since I fell in love with minnie so much whenever I listened to this song..
Chapter 3
YOUR POV
It's been a week since Sungmin oppa left our house. I love and hate him at the same time. It's my fault too. I know we're not that close so why do I expect him to treat me like her sister. I was checking my mail when a messenger window pops up.
myblacksmile: just got back to my dorm. How's your day?
(YOUR USERNAME): I'm fine. ^^
myblacksmile: still mad at your brother?
(YOUR USERNAME): no… I just realized that I shouldn't expect beforehand. It's my entire fault.
myblacksmile: that's not true. Your brother is an ass. =p
(YOUR USERNAME): You can say that. I miss him so much.
myblacksmile: Your brother sure is lucky.
(YOUR USERNAME): He is.
myblacksmile: Anyway, I have a favor.
(YOUR USERNAME): What is it?
myblacksmile: Do you have something to do this coming holiday?
(YOUR USERNAME): uhmmm… none… actually I'll be left here because my mom will be attending they're company outing.
myblacksmile: so it's ok then? :D
(YOUR USERNAME): but…
myblacksmile: but what?
(YOUR USERNAME): my brother I might come home. I'm sorry, maybe next time.
SUNGMIN'S POV
I feel guilty more and more every time she thinks nicely of me even though I take her for granted.
myblacksmile: oh.. I see…
(YOUR USERNAME): I'm really sorry.
myblacksmile: uhmmmmm… do you still love him?
(YOUR USERNAME): I know I might sound selfish to you. But I do still love him. Sorry.
myblacksmile: Ok, so this might be my last time chatting with you.
(YOUR USERNAME): ehh? What do you mean?
myblacksmile: I think it's much better if you'll talk to your brother than with me.
(YOUR USERNAME): don't be like that.
myblacksmile: It's ok. You'll be alright I know you'll be in good terms soon.
That's right we need to settle our relationship soon. No more turning back this time.
(YOUR USERNAME): Please let's still be friends.
myblacksmile: I'm sorry but I can't do that.
I really can't. I can't control my feelings for her anymore.
myblacksmile: bye then…
(YOUR USERNAME): bye
"I'm sorry for making your suffer like this. I'll be able to face my feelings for you soon." I whisper to myself.
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YOUR POV
Tomorrow, I don't know if my decision about for tomorrow is right or wrong. When will I stop believing that my brother will show a little care for me? I know in my heart he'll not be coming home tomorrow but I still want to wait.
"Here mom." I handed my mom her towel that she asked me to get. She's finishing her packing for their outing tomorrow.
"Are you sure you'll be ok here sweetie?" She asks as I help her zip her overflowing luggage it's just 3 days but she brought so many stuffs like she'll live there forever.
After we zipped it I pour a glass of water and gave it to mom. "I'm ok mom, you don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm already 19."
"Yeah, a 19 year old virgin." My jaw dropped at what my mom said.
She patted her bed motioning me to sit beside her. "Honey, don't you have social life? I'm getting worried with you really."
"Mom? What's wrong being still a virgin? I'm waiting for the man I really love to be my first." I answered back. My mom is really kind of liberated. I remember once that she volunteered to buy a box of condoms for Minnie.
"Nothing baby, it's just that Minnie and you are such a late bloomer. You guys didn't inherit anything from me, except for the looks of course." She stated proudly and hugged me.
"Are you sure you don't want me to call your brother?" Mom muttered softly.
I shook my head and smile.
Chapter 4
YOUR POV
I really hate myself. I hate myself for believing that he'll come back here and we'll be having some time to talk about our last fight. It's already 6pm and still no trace of him in our yard. After I checked all the locks in our house, I put on a mini shorts and a sleeveless top since I'm alone and lie down on my bed.
*Ring, Ring
I picked my phone without looking on who's the caller. "Hello?"
"Did he come?" The man on the other line asks.
It's my virtual friend. "No."
"My invitation is still available."
I think I really need to give it a try this time. "Ok. I'll come."
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He is surprisingly prepared. He left a plane ticket inside a locker in the airport. I followed everything he said and after 3 hours of travel I'm finally in front of this big hall with loud music and lots of college students hanging around.
"SJ University Holiday Party" ehhh? So that's why he asked me to wear this red mini tube dress left inside the locker.
"You're here." I heard a man say. I search for the owner of that voice and it's Sungmin. Not my virtual friend Sungmin but my brother Sungmin.
I open my mouth to say something but words doesn't come out. I looked at him as he close the distance between us and grab my hand. "I'll explain later."
He pulls me inside the auditorium and when I was about to take my hand back and ask him to clarify everything we are already in a middle of the crowd staring at us.
"Woah.. Sungmin... She's much prettier in person."
"So lucky you met her first."
The boys around us keeps on praising me and Sungmin for making a good couple, he didn't even bother to explain that I'm his sister not his girlfriend. But, in reality I'm happy he didn't introduce me as his sister. Just for a little while, I can pretend as someone Sungmin can really love.
One of the boys scrutinizes me from head to toe. "Hey, if you want to cheat my buddy here just contact me."
"She's badly taken, sorry man." I was taken aback by what Sungmin just said. Did he really want me to act like his girlfriend?
After all the shake hands and nods. We sat on a far end table. Finally, we can talk. "Oppa, what's all of...."
I was cut off with his index finger placed on my lips. "Shhhhh..." God, he's killing me. Didn't he know its all torture?
"Oh my..." I said a little louder. I forgot that I was actually meeting my virtual friend not my brother.
I abruptly stand and was about to make move when Sungmin pulled me back. I accidentally or maybe he intentionally let me land on his lap. "Su... sung... min... I..." He swiftly plant deep kisses on my lips, which I have no power to go against with.
"Ahhmmmmm…" I hum as I feel his hands roaming around my body.
My eyelids flutter because of the pleasure I'm feeling. He is about to unbutton my pants when we heard the announcer called Sungmin's name.
"Lee Sungmin?" The announcer once said.
"Lee Sungmin? Are you still here? Please take the crown please."
Sungmin kiss me regretfully and lift me to seat as he makes his way to the stage. Everybody cheered on him. And I don't even know what it is.
"Uhmmm… excuse me." I muttered to the Sungmin's friend sitting next our table.
He looks at me and smile. "Uhhmmm.. What is the award Sungmin getting?" I ask curiously.
"Ahh that.. Well basically you'll get that award when you brought the most stunning girl in this auditorium. And technically it's you who got most of the attention. "
The man continued. "We are really surprised; most of us mistook him as a gay because of his obsession with pink stuffs. And at first we really can't believe that he has a girlfriend. And the most unbelievable is that you guys just met in the internet."
"What do you mean?" I question the man.
"Sungmin and you are cyber friends right?" Cyber friends? I thought to myself. My virtual friend Sungmin could not be my brother Sungmin right?
I watch my brother as he steps down the stage and return to our table. Is he really the same Sungmin I'm chatting to? My brother is really that virtual friend of mine? Did he invite me because he already knows my feelings? Is that the reason why he blatantly kisses me? Because he knows I can't resist him?
A sudden change of my expression must be sensible right away that I saw Sungmin eyed his friend.
"Look, baby, let me explain." He started.
"Sungmin, here. I lost I never thought you can really won." The man who just recently approaches us stated. As he regretfully insert a slightly huge amount of money inside my brother's pocket.
"I see." I thought to myself.
Chapter 5
Sungmin's POV
"Aisshhh.." I hissed as I see her walking away. She doesn't get it. I know I'm wrong I didn't explain first. But hell, it wasn't like that.
"Hahaha… poor Lee Sungmin, getting dumped the moment he won." The man who put the money on my pocket mock.
I grab his shirt and shove him in the nearest table, my fist ready to hit him. "Yah, don't mess with me! Or else I'll tell the whole university your secret."
I release my hold on him as soon as people started to gather around us. I don't have time to answer issues or whatever, I need to follow her as soon as possible.
She just got on the cab when I walked out of the auditorium. Good thing one thing is for sure. She's going home. At least it won't be hard for me to find her.
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I arrived out our house around 7am maybe she arrived at around 5-6 in the morning too. She's gently sleeping on her bed wearing a big shirt. The evidence of her crying is still visible in her beautiful face.
"I'm sorry." I whisper as I kiss her forhead.
YOUR POV
I woke up with the smell of someone cooking.
"Mom must have returned earlier." I thought to myself.
I happily ran down the stairs to greet my mom when the one I saw was the guy who just played with me.
"What are you doing here?"
He turned to look at me and placing the plates in proper places in the table. "Ohh, you're already up. Let's eat."
"I said what you are doing here!" I yelled in the top of my lungs. How can he dare face me after what just happened?
He slowly walks towards me. "Look, let me explain first."
"Let you explain what?" I sarcastically uttered.
"Explain how you fool me? Explain why you didn't tell me you're actually my virtual friend? Explain how you played with my feelings? Explain how you used me on winning the contest? Explain how you used me on winning bets. Explain…"
"Explain on what I really feel about you!" Sungmin butted in to cut my words. He grabs my shoulders and stare seriously in my eyes.
"Baby, I love you! Don't you get it? No matter how much I tried it only bounce back to you again." My heart started to waver as I hear those 3 words. Am I hearing it right?
"I tried to forget my feelings for you since I know it's wrong. The reason why I keep myself away from you is because I'm afraid you might hate me the moment you knew of my true feelings for you." He continued, his voice shaky.
He let go of me and sat on the couch nervous of what I might respond. "I didn't know at first that you're the same person I'm chatting with, I've just learned of it before I went away. I love you before I even knew someone over the net. And I've loved that someone I've talked with which is still you."
I close the distance between us as he explain without pause. He should have just told me sooner. "Look, I invited you yesterday because I want to face my feelings for you, I want to tell you everything, winning is not a part of my plan. I just plan to show you how I love you."
"I…" I shush his mouth to keep him from explaining. What he's saying is already too much to handle for me. I'm really head over heels for him.
"Then what's with the bet?" I ask as I sit beside him.
He tucks my hair behind my ears and hugs me tightly. "He's just jealous, he's a gay, and he tried on hitting on me because he mistook me as a gay too."
I chuckle on what he just said. Everybody really thinks he's gay. "What are you laughing at?" He questions.
"Nothing, it's that everyone thinks you're a gay. Aren't you really one?"I grin devilishly and tried to run away from him but I'm powerless against him. He pinned me down to the couch before I knew it.
"Yah!" He shouted as he tries to keep me from writhing.
This is actually the first time I feel so close to my brother after a long time. "I'm not a gay!" He contested.
As if I really think of him as a gay. The way he kisses me earlier proves that this handsome, gorgeous man before me is definitely a real man. A real man that I longed to love for a long time.
"Yes, you are." I slowly utter, teasing him more. My chest started to heave as my body recognize the position we are in. Sungmin then started to smirk.
"Shall I prove you then that I'm not a gay?"
Chapter 6
Sungmin POV
“Shall I prove that I’m not a gay?” She was petrified for a while after she heard my dare.
I suck immediately her left nipple, which I have read from her stories as one of her weak spot, to prevent her from regaining her tenacity. “Argghhhhhhhhh…” a sexy moan came out from her already supple lips.
My gentle hands began to have a detour from her right breast to the laced panties she’s wearing. “Ohhh, Sungmin” She repeatedly sighs as if it’s a chant whenever my fingers strum her clit , through her panties, like I’m playing my guitar.
YOUR POV
“Tell me know how gay I am.” He once more challenge but I’m so indulge with the pleasure of his fingers on my clit and his lips on my nipple that I can’t bring myself to let out something coherent except my sounds of pleasure.
His lips left my nipple as he kissed me passionately again. I’m surprise myself when I realized that Sungmin is already half naked, leaving him in his pink boxers with a protruding hard-on trying hard to breathe. He’s definitely not a gay. I can assure that. “Ahhh…. Ahhhhh….” suddenly left my lips when he pushed my underwear aside and touched my clit directly.
“Impatient gay.” I tease between loud growls.
“What?” He smirks in return grabbing my hand and putting it on his member through the thin material of her underwear. He wraps my fingers around it and let me feel how hard, long and hot it is and the moment it throbs on my hand was already enough to make me cum.
Seeing the agony I’m already in. He dive his face on my panties and bit the waistband of it. Yes, he plans on teasing me forever when he uses his mouth to remove my underwear. The moment he finished removing my panties he instantly remove his boxers revealing the monster he’s hiding.
He placed himself on top of me again, his member making contact on my clit. “Do you think you can handle my gayness?” He groans as he free himself from all the teasing and thrust his hard-on inside of me, breaking my cherry. His eyes showed his shock that I’m still a virgin.
He was about to withdraw but I used my legs to lock him making his member to go deeper. “ Baby, are you ok?” He asks sincerely as he sees me winced in pain.
“Yes. gay” I still tease.
“I’ll just pause for a moment to help you adjust to me then I’ll prove you how gay I am.” He confidently clarifies. I tap his shoulder motioning him to continue but then rolled me making me kneel on top of the couch. He started to push slow and long stroke, letting me to feel how long he is. As seconds passed by his thrust started to become strong and he pound me merciless. He knows that I like it hard. He continue to plunge his member harder, deeper and faster with his left hand grabbing my hips and his right hand making his way to my throbbing clit.
“Uggghhhhhhhhh….” I whimper in pure pleasure as he started to draw circles on my clit without dropping his pace.
“Baby, you’re so tight.” I heard him curse, trying to hold on his release.
“Hmmmm… oh… ahhh.. uggggggghhhh…” I hum continuously as my mind went blank due to his pounding. The second I was about to cum he flip and lift me to the nearest wall. Plunging hard as I tried to grab something for support, doing it on a standing position comes with a different feel and thrill.
I tightly close my eyes as I cum on Sungmin, and as I feel his hot liquid spurting inside of me. Drain and all but his thrusting still continue, lifting me carefully sitting me on the kitchen counter.
The time I opened my eyes Sungmin is already there seated, his face in front of my wetness, our cum still oozing from my hole.
“What a sight.” He commented. His heated stare on my private part is too cruel. The plain sight of the man you love watching your mixed semen after making love drooling out of you is really too much to handle. “Ahhhmmmm…” I sounded as my arms wobble from holding the counter.
He teasingly grinned and he started to say something. “What? I haven’t done nor would do anything to it.”
He chuckle when he notices my disappointed expression when he said that he’ll not do anything to it. He stands and hugs me tightly. “I love you so much.” He whispers in my ear. He scooped me and lift me off the kitchen counter as we make our way to the stairs, then to my bed.
“I love you too.” I answered back.
“Now it’s time for your fictions to turn into reality. I’ll be making sweet love to you until you begged me to stop.“ He mumbles on my lips then sealed it as if it’s a pact of our love signed at that night with our moans and repeated ‘I love you’s
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Sungmin’s POV
I miss my sister already. We make love almost every waking hour before mom arrives. We do it in almost every place in our house. Now I’m sure that she’s truly convinced that her brother is not gay. It’s my 2nd week now away from her. I regret leaving her but I still need to focus on my study so I need to entertain myself until we meet again. Speaking of entertaining, I haven’t visited Midnight Fantasy for a month already.
“One personal message from (YOUR USERNAME)?” the written note on the pop-up window says. I opened the message and it’s a pm from my sister, she’s telling her readers that she update.
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myblacksmile: hello baby!
(YOUR USERNAME): yes gay?
myblacksmile: hahaha.. still can’t get over our love making huh?
(YOUR USERNAME): hahaha.. no comment..
myblacksmile: I just read your update.
(YOUR USERNAME): so?
myblacksmile: so? You just remind me of that hot loving we had by writing every detail of our love making as the smut scene on your fic.
(YOUR USERNAME): then?
myblacksmile: I already got a hard-on. And it’s your fault baby. You must take responsible for it.
(YOUR USERNAME): What? I haven’t done nor would do anything to it.
myblacksmile: revenge huh? How about coming here in my apartment you don’t have classes tomorrow right?
(YOUR USERNAME): confident ehh?
myblacksmile: you don’t want to?
(YOUR USERNAME): I want to but what am I going to tell mom?
myblacksmile: tell her your meeting someone who’s helping you with your story.
(YOUR USERNAME): hahahaha.. how are you gonna help me huh?
myblacksmile: Don’t worry, I’ll be doing it somewhat dramatic tonight so that your readers will love it more.
(YOUR USERNAME): you’re despicable. But I love you. I’ll see you tonight
myblacksmile: yes, I’ll see you tonight. I love you too baby.
Pairing: heechul & oc
Genre: Romance, Incest, Smut
Rating: NC-17
A/N: This is just a fic, it's not that i approve of this in real life. don't take it seriously...
Prologue
YOUR POV
"Brother, I love you so much." I said to my lovely brother.
He smiles and brushes my hair. "I love you too."
"But our love is wrong." I kind of felt embarrass while saying it.
"How can this be wrong when we love each other?"
I sob bowing my head to hide my shameful face. "Why is fate so cruel to us?"
"Look at me." He urge, cupping my face for me to look straight to him. Tears fall continuously and he kissed it away.
"Please don't go." I pleaded with a serious tone.
He just hug me tight and kiss me on my forehead. "I promise I'll be back, when I finished my doctorate, I'll come back to you and we'll live away from all of this." He reassured me.
"Don't look at anybody else."
"I won't. You're the only one for me. I promise" He planted a fierce yet fervor kiss on my lips that serve as the seal of our promise.
"There, done with the 15th chapter."" I clicked the post button and then I my story have been updated.
I'm a writer in this incest forum. I was just browsing the net about incest stories I want to read when I pass by this. And I started to like reading stories which harbors hidden desires of many people towards their siblings and now I just updated my first story that I started 2 months ago.
I refresh my story's page and comments is added already.
junk_ poorgas: new reader here. Please add me to your pm list… ^^
ondensehigh: will be anticipating for a hot chapter after this. :D
slick.balmyme:Hi… sorry for being a silent reader to your story. Just want you to know that I really love your work. I can relate so much. It really feels like I'm your brother. You see I'm in love with my sister and I'm going to another place in two months time for my doctorate.
So finally I read something from him, every time I'm online and reading the comments in my story I always see his username but he didn't even leave a comment. And I even wrote a big "NO SILENT READER PLEASE" on this story's first page.
"Aisshhh..." I hissed.
Chapter 1
YOUR POV
It's almost 2 months since we started chatting and chatting, I don't know that I'll find someone with so much similarity with me. And little by little I know he's taking a space in my heart. Though we talk almost every day, no one dared to ask for personal questions, sometimes I sense him trying to get my address but at the end he maybe got loss of confidence.
myblacksmile: how was your day?
(YOUR USERNAME): good yet sad.
myblacksmile: why?
(YOUR USERNAME): he'll be going on Friday night. We only have 5 more days left.
myblacksmile: me too… I'm leaving our home in Wednesday.
Maybe I started to fall in love with him because he resembles my brother a lot. They even shared a name. It seems like he really is.
(YOUR USERNAME): take care then alright?
myblacksmile: will you miss me?
(YOUR USERNAME): of course!
myblacksmile: not as you miss your brother..
(YOUR USERNAME): ….
He's getting jealous again. Though we're not an official couple yet, he is really a jealous guy, especially towards my brother though we're not close, I don't even know his phone number now. He change a lot because of all the messages coming from girls.
myblacksmile: please consider what I've told you. I really might sound crazy but I already feel something for you. And we both know that loving our siblings is wrong, this way we can move on.
(YOUR USERNAME): Sungmin, I'll really think about this, please give me time.
myblacksmile: uhhhmmm.. can I ask you a favor?
I prayed eagerly. "God, please let this be can we meet…"
(YOUR USERNAME): sure, as long as it's possible..
myblacksmile: I know you don't want to give your address but you mentioned once that you live in the same city like mine. Can we meet before I left the city? Please?
(YOUR USERNAME): hmmmm.. ok.. I think it's the time we meet.. text me when and where ok? I'll be going then, mom's calling me for dinner.
myblacksmile: same here… good night beautiful..
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SUNGMIN'S POV
Finally the day that we will meet will be today. I arrive at the restaurant and made a reservation for two. I insisted on picking her up but she resisted maybe her parents are really strict when it comes to this just like how my parents are strict with my sister dating, which made me feel at ease.
I waited for 10 more minutes and I see someone I didn't expect to see. My sister, dressed as a mature women. She wears a black mini satin dress which emits sexiness. She sat on the nearest chair from the door and stared at her cell phone, is she meeting someone? She turned to look at the parking lot, letting me see something I didn't know. Where in the hell did she get henna? The mark on her upper back reads: "smile".
I approach her and her eyes widen when she sees me. "What are you doing here?"
"uhmmmm.. nothing…. I'm… waiting for a friend…" She muttered shakily which proves that she's going to meet a guy. And she's nervous because probably I'll tell mom and dad and she'll be dead.
"You… what… what.. are you… doing here." She asks looking at me intently. Why do you have to look that hot? Why do you have to be that tempting? My mind is flooded of my sister again.
I quickly turn away from her to keep me still from hugging and kissing her. "I'm… meeting a girl."
I heard her stand and I look back to her. "Oh… ok… well… take care then oppa, I'll be going now." She smiled sweetly again. She quickly exits and finds herself a cab. Oh dang I forgot to check my phone.
I smiled a little when I see the notification on my phone, and loudly read it. "1 new message receive"
I'm sorry, I'll not be able to come, and some matters arise up on my way. I'm really sorry.
"What?" I kind of yelled. Meaning she'll not be coming. Meaning I'll not be able to see her. I prepared so much for today and then this happen.
Chapter 2
Sungmin's POV
"Hey…" I called out my sister who is sitting in front of her computer. She seems startled that she let loose of the case she's holding.
I quickly grab some and returned it to her. "I'm sorry if I surprise you."
"No, I… it was just unusual that you're in my room." She shyly said without making an eye contact to me. Flashbacks of her look when we saw each other in the restaurant keep tingling in my head. How can she look like a vixen in that cute little dress and at the same time an angel when she's at home?
"Yeah, it's been long ago." I hurtfully admitted. Since my fantasy about her started I keep myself away from her as much as possible. Even in school you can count those people who knew we're siblings. She tried to smile to hide the pain she's feeling. She's making every effort to be closer to me but my fear of not controlling myself overwhelms me and therefore I end up always pushing her away.
"Ahhhh… my flash drive is missing I think my cat, Sen, must have play with it. Would you mind me looking here at your room?" I ask hesitantly, because it's really embarrassing to search a girl's room.
She shakes her head and smiled graciously. "No, not at all… suit yourself."
"Sungmin, tell your sister to help me prepare dinner." I heard my mom called, since the door is widely open, I turn to her and she flashes that "I got that" look and exits the room.
I searched around her computer and her stuffs but I still can't find my missing flash drive. Until the last place to search is under her bed. I knelt down beside and started to reach things under it. I first grab a hard object and when I pulled it out it's Cosmopolitan*. I smiled insanely thinking that she's reading about this kind of stuff. I stretch out my arm again and finally there was my flash drive. As I was about to return the magazine under her bed, something fell.
"ehh? Midnight Fantasy**" I whispered to myself. This is a membership letter of the same forum I'm in. I got this one too last week and immediately burned it.
"110605? I think I already saw it somewhere." I thought to myself. Every member of the forum was given a membership number and also every information is kept under that number for the customer's privacy. I looked on the address and it wasn't ours.
The number keep on playing constantly on my head trying to remember where I see it. "110605… hmmmm…Maybe it belongs to one of her friends."
I swiftly returned the paper and the magazine under her bed and fixed myself as I hear her footsteps getting louder.
"Did you find it?"
I grin and showed her my pink flash drive. "Thank you."
"I didn't do anything. Btw. The dinner is ready." She invited.
"I'll be there in a moment." I then hoped out of her room.
YOUR POV
The 3 of us sat around the table and our eyes glitter over the feast in front of us. We ate quietly savoring the taste of the food mom prepared. She's a real cook and good thing I inherit that from her.
"Mom, I'm kind of curious." I started as I gulped the last portion of my wine.
Mom wipe out her mouth and beams at me. "What is it baby?" I'm already at legal age but she still calls me baby, same with my brother.
"Why are we having this kind of feast all of a sudden? And it's so rare that you'll bake blueberry cheesecake. Is this an early farewell party for Sungmin oppa? " I questioned. Sungmin and Mom eyed each other making me feel left out.
"I'm sorry; I forgot to tell you that you're brother…." Mom explained but Sungmin cut her off.
He sighed heavily "No mom, it's me who should be sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't tell you that I'll be going tomorrow."
I sat in awe of my situation. How come no one told me? As if I didn't exist in this house. "I thought… I thought… you'll be going on Friday." No one dared to answer me neither looked at me in the eye.
I stand up from my place and run furiously to my room. What is this? I hate him. I slam my door and opened my PC. I hope he's the other Sungmin I'm chatting with.
"Hey…" I typed then I press enter.
I've waited for 5 minutes but no one answered so I asked again. "Where are you?" After several minutes I still haven't received an answer.
"Why is he not here when I want someone to talk?" I hissed then I turn-off my PC and grab my mp3 player.
"Yeah right!" I pouted when I heard the first song that played on my mp3 player. This song reminds me of my gentle brother so much. The one I fell in love with. "Baby Baby***"
Sungmin's POV
I returned to my room after helping mom do the dishes. I stop by in front of her room before entering my room. I feel guilty for not telling her about my departure. I'm aware that our relationship was not that good since I separated myself from her but I think I hurt her too much.
I turned to face my PC and opened my messenger.
"Hey…."
"Where are you?"
She's already offline. I browse the MF forum again and read some of my favorite stories, when I came across her story again. She's really a talented writer plus I can fully relate with her stories. Her brother and I really have these similarities. Our names are the same, and we live in the same town. I sometimes think that maybe my sister is the one writing it. Come to think of it I haven't even visited her user profile before. I clicked on her profile and view it.
Nothing is really fancy about it, just the lyrics of the song "Baby, Baby" and the links to her stories. Her location is not stated, her email address is not stated too, but I'm glad she agreed to add me on her messenger, and her user number is 110605.
"ehh? 110605?" I almost yelled. This means that. This writer is my sister?
"But that letter might be from her friends since it's wasn't addressed to us." I said to myself, trying to calm the things popping on my mind.
Wait a minute, that's why her story is very similar with me. And she did mention that her brother will be going on Friday which is my original schedule. . And that's why she's at the restaurant when I was supposed to meet the writer. And the moment she gets back home, the other one didn't come too. I almost fell from my chair when I think about all the things she wrote in her story. So I'm really her character.
"Does it mean?"
*I don't know if this magazine is available worldwide… but this magazine is basically for women and they're needs. It's kind of mature magazine not that it's porn… but it talks freely about for example what would women expect in their first time, how can you make your husband something over you... things like that.. (Sorry for my poor explanation.. >.<)
**I can't think of a name for their forum sorry.
***Sungmin's solo song in ss2.. I'm sorry.. that's not related at all.. haha.. well I'm currently listening to it while writing.. since I fell in love with minnie so much whenever I listened to this song..
Chapter 3
YOUR POV
It's been a week since Sungmin oppa left our house. I love and hate him at the same time. It's my fault too. I know we're not that close so why do I expect him to treat me like her sister. I was checking my mail when a messenger window pops up.
myblacksmile: just got back to my dorm. How's your day?
(YOUR USERNAME): I'm fine. ^^
myblacksmile: still mad at your brother?
(YOUR USERNAME): no… I just realized that I shouldn't expect beforehand. It's my entire fault.
myblacksmile: that's not true. Your brother is an ass. =p
(YOUR USERNAME): You can say that. I miss him so much.
myblacksmile: Your brother sure is lucky.
(YOUR USERNAME): He is.
myblacksmile: Anyway, I have a favor.
(YOUR USERNAME): What is it?
myblacksmile: Do you have something to do this coming holiday?
(YOUR USERNAME): uhmmm… none… actually I'll be left here because my mom will be attending they're company outing.
myblacksmile: so it's ok then? :D
(YOUR USERNAME): but…
myblacksmile: but what?
(YOUR USERNAME): my brother I might come home. I'm sorry, maybe next time.
SUNGMIN'S POV
I feel guilty more and more every time she thinks nicely of me even though I take her for granted.
myblacksmile: oh.. I see…
(YOUR USERNAME): I'm really sorry.
myblacksmile: uhmmmmm… do you still love him?
(YOUR USERNAME): I know I might sound selfish to you. But I do still love him. Sorry.
myblacksmile: Ok, so this might be my last time chatting with you.
(YOUR USERNAME): ehh? What do you mean?
myblacksmile: I think it's much better if you'll talk to your brother than with me.
(YOUR USERNAME): don't be like that.
myblacksmile: It's ok. You'll be alright I know you'll be in good terms soon.
That's right we need to settle our relationship soon. No more turning back this time.
(YOUR USERNAME): Please let's still be friends.
myblacksmile: I'm sorry but I can't do that.
I really can't. I can't control my feelings for her anymore.
myblacksmile: bye then…
(YOUR USERNAME): bye
"I'm sorry for making your suffer like this. I'll be able to face my feelings for you soon." I whisper to myself.
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YOUR POV
Tomorrow, I don't know if my decision about for tomorrow is right or wrong. When will I stop believing that my brother will show a little care for me? I know in my heart he'll not be coming home tomorrow but I still want to wait.
"Here mom." I handed my mom her towel that she asked me to get. She's finishing her packing for their outing tomorrow.
"Are you sure you'll be ok here sweetie?" She asks as I help her zip her overflowing luggage it's just 3 days but she brought so many stuffs like she'll live there forever.
After we zipped it I pour a glass of water and gave it to mom. "I'm ok mom, you don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm already 19."
"Yeah, a 19 year old virgin." My jaw dropped at what my mom said.
She patted her bed motioning me to sit beside her. "Honey, don't you have social life? I'm getting worried with you really."
"Mom? What's wrong being still a virgin? I'm waiting for the man I really love to be my first." I answered back. My mom is really kind of liberated. I remember once that she volunteered to buy a box of condoms for Minnie.
"Nothing baby, it's just that Minnie and you are such a late bloomer. You guys didn't inherit anything from me, except for the looks of course." She stated proudly and hugged me.
"Are you sure you don't want me to call your brother?" Mom muttered softly.
I shook my head and smile.
Chapter 4
YOUR POV
I really hate myself. I hate myself for believing that he'll come back here and we'll be having some time to talk about our last fight. It's already 6pm and still no trace of him in our yard. After I checked all the locks in our house, I put on a mini shorts and a sleeveless top since I'm alone and lie down on my bed.
*Ring, Ring
I picked my phone without looking on who's the caller. "Hello?"
"Did he come?" The man on the other line asks.
It's my virtual friend. "No."
"My invitation is still available."
I think I really need to give it a try this time. "Ok. I'll come."
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He is surprisingly prepared. He left a plane ticket inside a locker in the airport. I followed everything he said and after 3 hours of travel I'm finally in front of this big hall with loud music and lots of college students hanging around.
"SJ University Holiday Party" ehhh? So that's why he asked me to wear this red mini tube dress left inside the locker.
"You're here." I heard a man say. I search for the owner of that voice and it's Sungmin. Not my virtual friend Sungmin but my brother Sungmin.
I open my mouth to say something but words doesn't come out. I looked at him as he close the distance between us and grab my hand. "I'll explain later."
He pulls me inside the auditorium and when I was about to take my hand back and ask him to clarify everything we are already in a middle of the crowd staring at us.
"Woah.. Sungmin... She's much prettier in person."
"So lucky you met her first."
The boys around us keeps on praising me and Sungmin for making a good couple, he didn't even bother to explain that I'm his sister not his girlfriend. But, in reality I'm happy he didn't introduce me as his sister. Just for a little while, I can pretend as someone Sungmin can really love.
One of the boys scrutinizes me from head to toe. "Hey, if you want to cheat my buddy here just contact me."
"She's badly taken, sorry man." I was taken aback by what Sungmin just said. Did he really want me to act like his girlfriend?
After all the shake hands and nods. We sat on a far end table. Finally, we can talk. "Oppa, what's all of...."
I was cut off with his index finger placed on my lips. "Shhhhh..." God, he's killing me. Didn't he know its all torture?
"Oh my..." I said a little louder. I forgot that I was actually meeting my virtual friend not my brother.
I abruptly stand and was about to make move when Sungmin pulled me back. I accidentally or maybe he intentionally let me land on his lap. "Su... sung... min... I..." He swiftly plant deep kisses on my lips, which I have no power to go against with.
"Ahhmmmmm…" I hum as I feel his hands roaming around my body.
My eyelids flutter because of the pleasure I'm feeling. He is about to unbutton my pants when we heard the announcer called Sungmin's name.
"Lee Sungmin?" The announcer once said.
"Lee Sungmin? Are you still here? Please take the crown please."
Sungmin kiss me regretfully and lift me to seat as he makes his way to the stage. Everybody cheered on him. And I don't even know what it is.
"Uhmmm… excuse me." I muttered to the Sungmin's friend sitting next our table.
He looks at me and smile. "Uhhmmm.. What is the award Sungmin getting?" I ask curiously.
"Ahh that.. Well basically you'll get that award when you brought the most stunning girl in this auditorium. And technically it's you who got most of the attention. "
The man continued. "We are really surprised; most of us mistook him as a gay because of his obsession with pink stuffs. And at first we really can't believe that he has a girlfriend. And the most unbelievable is that you guys just met in the internet."
"What do you mean?" I question the man.
"Sungmin and you are cyber friends right?" Cyber friends? I thought to myself. My virtual friend Sungmin could not be my brother Sungmin right?
I watch my brother as he steps down the stage and return to our table. Is he really the same Sungmin I'm chatting to? My brother is really that virtual friend of mine? Did he invite me because he already knows my feelings? Is that the reason why he blatantly kisses me? Because he knows I can't resist him?
A sudden change of my expression must be sensible right away that I saw Sungmin eyed his friend.
"Look, baby, let me explain." He started.
"Sungmin, here. I lost I never thought you can really won." The man who just recently approaches us stated. As he regretfully insert a slightly huge amount of money inside my brother's pocket.
"I see." I thought to myself.
Chapter 5
Sungmin's POV
"Aisshhh.." I hissed as I see her walking away. She doesn't get it. I know I'm wrong I didn't explain first. But hell, it wasn't like that.
"Hahaha… poor Lee Sungmin, getting dumped the moment he won." The man who put the money on my pocket mock.
I grab his shirt and shove him in the nearest table, my fist ready to hit him. "Yah, don't mess with me! Or else I'll tell the whole university your secret."
I release my hold on him as soon as people started to gather around us. I don't have time to answer issues or whatever, I need to follow her as soon as possible.
She just got on the cab when I walked out of the auditorium. Good thing one thing is for sure. She's going home. At least it won't be hard for me to find her.
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I arrived out our house around 7am maybe she arrived at around 5-6 in the morning too. She's gently sleeping on her bed wearing a big shirt. The evidence of her crying is still visible in her beautiful face.
"I'm sorry." I whisper as I kiss her forhead.
YOUR POV
I woke up with the smell of someone cooking.
"Mom must have returned earlier." I thought to myself.
I happily ran down the stairs to greet my mom when the one I saw was the guy who just played with me.
"What are you doing here?"
He turned to look at me and placing the plates in proper places in the table. "Ohh, you're already up. Let's eat."
"I said what you are doing here!" I yelled in the top of my lungs. How can he dare face me after what just happened?
He slowly walks towards me. "Look, let me explain first."
"Let you explain what?" I sarcastically uttered.
"Explain how you fool me? Explain why you didn't tell me you're actually my virtual friend? Explain how you played with my feelings? Explain how you used me on winning the contest? Explain how you used me on winning bets. Explain…"
"Explain on what I really feel about you!" Sungmin butted in to cut my words. He grabs my shoulders and stare seriously in my eyes.
"Baby, I love you! Don't you get it? No matter how much I tried it only bounce back to you again." My heart started to waver as I hear those 3 words. Am I hearing it right?
"I tried to forget my feelings for you since I know it's wrong. The reason why I keep myself away from you is because I'm afraid you might hate me the moment you knew of my true feelings for you." He continued, his voice shaky.
He let go of me and sat on the couch nervous of what I might respond. "I didn't know at first that you're the same person I'm chatting with, I've just learned of it before I went away. I love you before I even knew someone over the net. And I've loved that someone I've talked with which is still you."
I close the distance between us as he explain without pause. He should have just told me sooner. "Look, I invited you yesterday because I want to face my feelings for you, I want to tell you everything, winning is not a part of my plan. I just plan to show you how I love you."
"I…" I shush his mouth to keep him from explaining. What he's saying is already too much to handle for me. I'm really head over heels for him.
"Then what's with the bet?" I ask as I sit beside him.
He tucks my hair behind my ears and hugs me tightly. "He's just jealous, he's a gay, and he tried on hitting on me because he mistook me as a gay too."
I chuckle on what he just said. Everybody really thinks he's gay. "What are you laughing at?" He questions.
"Nothing, it's that everyone thinks you're a gay. Aren't you really one?"I grin devilishly and tried to run away from him but I'm powerless against him. He pinned me down to the couch before I knew it.
"Yah!" He shouted as he tries to keep me from writhing.
This is actually the first time I feel so close to my brother after a long time. "I'm not a gay!" He contested.
As if I really think of him as a gay. The way he kisses me earlier proves that this handsome, gorgeous man before me is definitely a real man. A real man that I longed to love for a long time.
"Yes, you are." I slowly utter, teasing him more. My chest started to heave as my body recognize the position we are in. Sungmin then started to smirk.
"Shall I prove you then that I'm not a gay?"
Chapter 6
Sungmin POV
“Shall I prove that I’m not a gay?” She was petrified for a while after she heard my dare.
I suck immediately her left nipple, which I have read from her stories as one of her weak spot, to prevent her from regaining her tenacity. “Argghhhhhhhhh…” a sexy moan came out from her already supple lips.
My gentle hands began to have a detour from her right breast to the laced panties she’s wearing. “Ohhh, Sungmin” She repeatedly sighs as if it’s a chant whenever my fingers strum her clit , through her panties, like I’m playing my guitar.
YOUR POV
“Tell me know how gay I am.” He once more challenge but I’m so indulge with the pleasure of his fingers on my clit and his lips on my nipple that I can’t bring myself to let out something coherent except my sounds of pleasure.
His lips left my nipple as he kissed me passionately again. I’m surprise myself when I realized that Sungmin is already half naked, leaving him in his pink boxers with a protruding hard-on trying hard to breathe. He’s definitely not a gay. I can assure that. “Ahhh…. Ahhhhh….” suddenly left my lips when he pushed my underwear aside and touched my clit directly.
“Impatient gay.” I tease between loud growls.
“What?” He smirks in return grabbing my hand and putting it on his member through the thin material of her underwear. He wraps my fingers around it and let me feel how hard, long and hot it is and the moment it throbs on my hand was already enough to make me cum.
Seeing the agony I’m already in. He dive his face on my panties and bit the waistband of it. Yes, he plans on teasing me forever when he uses his mouth to remove my underwear. The moment he finished removing my panties he instantly remove his boxers revealing the monster he’s hiding.
He placed himself on top of me again, his member making contact on my clit. “Do you think you can handle my gayness?” He groans as he free himself from all the teasing and thrust his hard-on inside of me, breaking my cherry. His eyes showed his shock that I’m still a virgin.
He was about to withdraw but I used my legs to lock him making his member to go deeper. “ Baby, are you ok?” He asks sincerely as he sees me winced in pain.
“Yes. gay” I still tease.
“I’ll just pause for a moment to help you adjust to me then I’ll prove you how gay I am.” He confidently clarifies. I tap his shoulder motioning him to continue but then rolled me making me kneel on top of the couch. He started to push slow and long stroke, letting me to feel how long he is. As seconds passed by his thrust started to become strong and he pound me merciless. He knows that I like it hard. He continue to plunge his member harder, deeper and faster with his left hand grabbing my hips and his right hand making his way to my throbbing clit.
“Uggghhhhhhhhh….” I whimper in pure pleasure as he started to draw circles on my clit without dropping his pace.
“Baby, you’re so tight.” I heard him curse, trying to hold on his release.
“Hmmmm… oh… ahhh.. uggggggghhhh…” I hum continuously as my mind went blank due to his pounding. The second I was about to cum he flip and lift me to the nearest wall. Plunging hard as I tried to grab something for support, doing it on a standing position comes with a different feel and thrill.
I tightly close my eyes as I cum on Sungmin, and as I feel his hot liquid spurting inside of me. Drain and all but his thrusting still continue, lifting me carefully sitting me on the kitchen counter.
The time I opened my eyes Sungmin is already there seated, his face in front of my wetness, our cum still oozing from my hole.
“What a sight.” He commented. His heated stare on my private part is too cruel. The plain sight of the man you love watching your mixed semen after making love drooling out of you is really too much to handle. “Ahhhmmmm…” I sounded as my arms wobble from holding the counter.
He teasingly grinned and he started to say something. “What? I haven’t done nor would do anything to it.”
He chuckle when he notices my disappointed expression when he said that he’ll not do anything to it. He stands and hugs me tightly. “I love you so much.” He whispers in my ear. He scooped me and lift me off the kitchen counter as we make our way to the stairs, then to my bed.
“I love you too.” I answered back.
“Now it’s time for your fictions to turn into reality. I’ll be making sweet love to you until you begged me to stop.“ He mumbles on my lips then sealed it as if it’s a pact of our love signed at that night with our moans and repeated ‘I love you’s
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Sungmin’s POV
I miss my sister already. We make love almost every waking hour before mom arrives. We do it in almost every place in our house. Now I’m sure that she’s truly convinced that her brother is not gay. It’s my 2nd week now away from her. I regret leaving her but I still need to focus on my study so I need to entertain myself until we meet again. Speaking of entertaining, I haven’t visited Midnight Fantasy for a month already.
“One personal message from (YOUR USERNAME)?” the written note on the pop-up window says. I opened the message and it’s a pm from my sister, she’s telling her readers that she update.
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myblacksmile: hello baby!
(YOUR USERNAME): yes gay?
myblacksmile: hahaha.. still can’t get over our love making huh?
(YOUR USERNAME): hahaha.. no comment..
myblacksmile: I just read your update.
(YOUR USERNAME): so?
myblacksmile: so? You just remind me of that hot loving we had by writing every detail of our love making as the smut scene on your fic.
(YOUR USERNAME): then?
myblacksmile: I already got a hard-on. And it’s your fault baby. You must take responsible for it.
(YOUR USERNAME): What? I haven’t done nor would do anything to it.
myblacksmile: revenge huh? How about coming here in my apartment you don’t have classes tomorrow right?
(YOUR USERNAME): confident ehh?
myblacksmile: you don’t want to?
(YOUR USERNAME): I want to but what am I going to tell mom?
myblacksmile: tell her your meeting someone who’s helping you with your story.
(YOUR USERNAME): hahahaha.. how are you gonna help me huh?
myblacksmile: Don’t worry, I’ll be doing it somewhat dramatic tonight so that your readers will love it more.
(YOUR USERNAME): you’re despicable. But I love you. I’ll see you tonight
myblacksmile: yes, I’ll see you tonight. I love you too baby.