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Mar 22, 2005 13:23

Most nights now, it takes me a long time to fall asleep, and I stare into the dark, and I ask myself the same question.

Have I made a difference yet?

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killbillydeluxe September 9 2005, 10:44:07 UTC
I sort of tried to hide this for obvious reasons.

But how appropriate you would ask this question.Because today you made a difference.In my life.I am sad and depressed and struggling with my life today.

Never enough money,too much work,not enough to eat and loneliness.

I am very depressed and sad and feeling hopeless.

You made today not so sharp.

-The guy in the drugstore-

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lovelark September 9 2005, 10:50:40 UTC
I'm glad. I'm really, really happy I helped lighten the burden.
I guess that's what this whole thing is supposed to be about.
I mean, if we can't reach out to people, what are we here for?
I'm Bethany. You can feel free to talk to me anytime you want.

I had a quick look through your profile and journal. You're intelligent, witty, and full of passion and perspective. This is the sort of thing they don't tell you on the news :o)

Is it ok if I befriend you?

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killbillydeluxe September 9 2005, 10:56:19 UTC
Yes friend me for sure!I'll do the same.

I am older then maybe you first thought.But I am not aged, I am quite young in spirit.And my girlfriend is actually the same age as you.

I notice you run a community for acts of kindness...I do that.That's how I repay the world, I earn my karma.

I believe god puts people and situations infront of me that offer me that chance.And I do not say no.

This week I helped an old couple move furniture in their house, they were outside ton their lawn and waved me over.They asked if I could help because the had a desk stuck on the stairs.I ended up spending a couple hours helping and refused payment.How was it that I came along at just the right time?And I could help?It's my chance to erase and error.

Though I'd never tell anyone about it...I call them secret acts of good...so shhhh!

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lovelark September 9 2005, 11:03:51 UTC
That's fantastic! Kindred spirit then- I don't understand why more people don't feel this way...because...(ahem)... as you can tell, the community didn't really take of.

Shucks.

I warn you: you may blame it on my age, but for all my idealism, in my entries I am commonly vulgar, dramatic, and lengthy- but I'm always sincere. I update daily, (often twice) so it will wind up spamming your friend's page. But You're welcome to read and respond however you want. I like to open dialouges.

Welcome to my life *bows*

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