well, nothing new happened today. except now i know that i have robert for both of my lunches. now we can really catch up on old times. im listenin to static x now, and im gettin ideas from them. for push it, i love the beat they made. and for loser, the beat is also good. it's probably gonna be the theme for the four horsemen in the movie me and ( Read more... )

I want to be in another place ( Read more... )

well, i was here.... lol. only for a few minutes. then i went out with richard and shazeb. when we met up, shazeb asked me what was our motto again. i told him a million times already. our guns are our lives. that's our motto. we rode around and did stupid things and talked about what's goin on with each other. i came back at 11. then i went online ( Read more... )

umm, right now im listenin to songs that are good for puttin in a movie. im probably gonna make a movie with richard and shazeb. so i gotta find some good songs. i found so far two fighting songs. and i found 5 other songs. so far, loser and im the one got into the fighting song list. i wanna make an action movie. like, DBZ style. but we're only ( Read more... )

Heh, I can't believe I'm updating now. Oh well, you're lucky. I almost decided not to update any more until i have something good to say. But i never do. It's always bad. Whatever. My friend Warren has his internet back. I'd like to take the time to say good. That's the only good thing that happened. I need to start recruiting men for a new ( Read more... )

this is how im really feeling right now ( Read more... )

im crying.... for remembering the past. for remembering the pain. i never told anyone why exactly i hated ppl. why i hate and dont trust guys any more. why i never really wanted to fall in love again. 4 years ago, when i was in 6th grade, i had a best friend. he was the coolest, friendliest guy you could find. he never lied, and he was always nice ( Read more... )

today i went to the mall to get my shit for skool. yea, i got new gear. it took fuckin forever to do all this shit. first, we went to this place for my sis. she had to get her pay day money. then we went to the bank and she deposited. then we went to this sprint place that fuckin took forever to give my sis a new recharger for her phone. then ( Read more... )

guys... im in love again. with ashley. she loves me too... i wish i was with her. i wish i can protect her. but the truth is, im here and she is there. how can i? this is the kind of thoughts that make me upset. that makes me feel useless to her. i want her badly... i want to be there for her. i wish i can see her soon. i love her alot now. i've ( Read more... )

this one talks about how i feel now ( Read more... )