insert pistol into mouth and pull trigger

[lovelessredhope]

Oh my friggen heck
screw any previous hopes to attempt at a positive attitude today/ this week/month/semester.
Today S-U-C-K-E-D
Goooood gracious
I believe the utter suckiness begins when I am trying to get to bed
As usual, whenever I have school the next day, I can't sleep
I toss and turn and worry and stress and I go insane with my mind whirling around

Comments

[aluminummonkey]

Lisa

[musical_soul]

Why did you tell your counselor to put in on-level lit when you didn't want to take AP calc? And if you really want to be in the guys chorus class again, tell Ms. Taylor you absolutely have to take BPE this semester because you won't have room for it next year, cause you do not want to be in advanced women. Trust me. It's weird, for the first time ever they got my schedule right. At least... I think. I didn't make it through 3rd period yesterday before going home. But, you will get everything straightened out and it will all work out for the best, and just so you know, the way you talk about on-level kids is why I always feel like I'm not good enough in my few honors/AP classes. Because I'm only in one of each and I always feel like everyone in those classes is looking down on me, but when it comes down to it, I'm just not smart enough in certain areas to be in all honors/AP classes and I don't understand how some people manage it.

Jess

[lovelessredhope]

"Why did you tell your counselor to put in on-level lit when you didn't want to take AP calc? And if you really want to be in the guys chorus class again, tell Ms. Taylor you absolutely have to take BPE this semester"

I'm not sure what you're trying to say...
me and my mom got together with my counselor last semester to figure out this semester, and we decided I'd drop AP Calc and go down to on-level Lit. But they kept me in AP Calc this semester. So.. I'm not sure what you're trying to say.. sorry.
And I am still in the guys chorus. I'm going to be in 2 chorus classes. I probably confused you into thinking I was debating between guys chorus and adv. womens. Sorry, I probably said something confusing. I was debating between doing Adv. Womens or BPE.
And I'm not tearing down all on-level, just the few people who are complete retarded jerks. You, are not.

[musical_soul]

What you said made it seem like Ms. Taylor didn't want you in the guys class anymore. And you also made it seem like you had no choice about moving to on-level lit and you were complaining about still being AP Calc, you failed to mention that your counselor had also decided to take you out of that class too. The school screwed up just about everyone's schedule, don't worry about it too much okay.

Jess

please just hear me out

[anonymous]

Lisa