why do I even try? when it's obvious I'm not wanted..?

[lovelessredhope]

Wow, so everyone took my last entry completely wrong.
Understandable, since about 99% of my entries are taken the wrong way...
But yeah
Is a person not allowed to have a bad day? I mean good gracious. I had a bad day. So I wrote about it in my journal to get it out of my head so I could move on. And I write my thoughts. What's so wrong about that? Don

Comments

[musical_soul]

I don't think anyone said you were a bad person or a bad friend Lisa. What I said, were just a few questions about what was going on with your scheduling.

I kinda have a thing against on-level classes and some of the people in them. A lot of them are immature and rude and don't care. I'm not saying all, I know tons of great people in on-level. it's just the majority...

That's what upset me about the on-level class thing. Because from my experience people in honors classes do look down on those of us in on-level as a majority and it's always bothered me. Because in my AP lit class, I'm like the only person in there who's not in like all AP classes. I've finally gotten to where I don't feel too stupid to be in there, cause last semester everyone was really cool, but I'm starting to get that feeling that I'm the dumbest person in there again. Especially being a senior in chemistry, even if it is through no fault of my own. You can just look at their faces and tell they're judging me. The only reason I said something to you about it,

my comment again

[anonymous]

i wouldn't be saying anything about your negative attitude toward things if it was just this one time. I feel like that is the only thing that is written in this livejournal.

Kasey

speaking of re-reading...

[aluminummonkey]

No one said you're a bad person. Stop reading into everything so much. Everyone is NOT out to get you. Constructive criticism, ever heard of it? I agree, there are some things you don't have to listen to, but, I, for one, completely agree with Kasey. You can learn a handful from reading what she wrote before. It takes guts to confront you. You scare me. =) Just re-read what she wrote and don't take immediate offense to it. She's not out to offend you. She's telling you how you can be a better person. It's like...marriage. I haven't experienced it, but I imagine there's a lot of things you have to change about yourself to make the marriage work. If you took offense at everything your spouse said, where would that get you? Learn to change things up a bit. See what works with people, see what doesn't. I think I've been doing it all my life. Remember how I'm always the wall flower, always the silent one? I've always enjoyed watching people from afar and finding out what makes them tick. That way I know how to act around them. You can