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[lovelette]

livejournal is evil.
my paid account expired but i cant
use any of my icons but 3 now.
and i didnt get to choose.

perhaps i'm just trying to complain
so i dont think about how miserable i really am.

i am.

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[rightandexact]

i got so incredibly miserable when my paid account expired :/
it's pretty sad, how much livejournal absorbs me. hahaha

[lovelette]

that isnt why im miserable
im just using it as an excuse not to think
you know?

[rightandexact]

yeah, naturally.
little things like that just make it all the worse.

[lovelette]

everything is making thiungs worse
breathing is making things worse
i am just worse :/

[kisstheviolets]

aw whats wrong darle? or is it about poor dusti?
email me if you need? (herwanderlust @ hotmail)

[lovelette]

yes its about him.
i have never ever been so upset over something like this
in my life.

[kisstheviolets]

:( i'm sorry dear.
grief is the most painful of all emotions, i think.
i'm thinking of you.

[_tomorrow]

i also like running after the moon. she's magical and i wax and wane with her, i like to follow her about but she's a tricky girl and she's always two steps ahead. but there are many of your interests that i share

[lovelette]

x. silly, lovely moonchild.

x. disneyland actually smells to me like cinnamon and bakery goods, bubble gum and sweat, sunshine, rain, people. there are rude people but the kids are mostly happy and i love that part.

x. the dotted line is actually a line from one of my very favorite movies / books, lolita. :) im not a dotted line girl no, but i love the book "she was delores on the dotted line, but in my arms she was always lolita."

x. snowglakes on eyelashes are cold and tickley and amazing. they make me feel fresh and floaty.

xxoo

hola girlie

[cloudconsumed]

!. i love that you listed dogwood trees, because when i was younger i used to be made fun of because i always sat under trees and read, and i would come in with my hair full of white fluff, and be made fun of some more. i always felt like a snow queen though, and ice mermaid.

2.i am not sure i like no cooters, if i had to pick anything off your list, only because i don't liek the way it sounds (but i like the story behind it.)

3. Jack the ripper surprises me, he seems so hard and you seem so soft and lovely- its like staring into something light, and then having the lights go off- its a bit of a shock.

4.why attatched to spikes leg?

5. i don't think your interest list needs anymore- it gives so much away, and keeps so much hidden.

feel better...

Re: hola girlie

[lovelette]

1. <3

2. it turns out it was supposed to be scooters hee.

3. he fascinates me. how he got away with it. how he could just kill and not care. its so unlike me

4. spike is a character from an anime i love (cowboy bebop) and i fancy him. mew

5. thank you sweet pea.

im trying. its so hard. the sadness comes in waves. i feel my heart bleeding

Re: hola girlie

[cloudconsumed]

its a bruise you carry for a while, and it steals a piece of you- but one day you'll wake up and realize it does not hurt as much any more.(and that will make you sad too)

[loveledusastray]

1. Pick something on my interests list that you also like and describe why.
billy! - because billy -> billy boyd -> *drool* :)

2. Pick something on my interests list that you don't like and describe why.
dolly lolly lo - just don't see the appeal in the book/movie. *shrug* (hope that's what you meant with it)

3. Pick something that is on my interests list that surprises you. Why does this surprise you?
opium muffins - just because. what do they taste like?

4. Pick something that is on my interests list that you know next to nothing about (if you want me to give you details, let me know that, too).
chickens playing gospel organ - hmmm. details?

5. Pick something that you think should be on my interests list. Why do you think it should be there?
the ocean - 'cause you're a mermaid.

<3

[lovelette]

1. yes that is very much the same billy! <3

2. its okay. :)i think i just love how well nabokov pulls off writing taboo subjects

3. opium muffins = poppy seed and they are light and sweet tasting

4. chickens playing the gospel organ was some weird thing kelly ( unsung) and i came up with. i think she asked what to draw or something.

5. yes. i need that!

i love you