i wish i had your address, because i've seen about 3 million little hallmark cards that i've wanted to send you. somehow mail always makes me feel better no matter what... and... yeah.

that phone post made me ache so badly. especially about him being family. but dearest darling ... you took care of him in so many ways. and you loved him so so much - that is always always what the dearest little beings in our lives want. they forever want us to dote on them and love them and .... from all that i've ever seen since the first day i started reading your journal, that's all you ever did. his sweet little face reflected how loved he honestly was and you should carry that with you. he was honestly lucky to have you as his mom and i'm sure he adored every moment of being yours.

on another note, i'm sorry about you having a cold. i'd make you some tea and biscotti if i could. remember to drink lots of liquid - that always helps when i have a cold. and stay warm. ::tight hug::

awwwwwww *hugs you tight* that made me cry.

he is still around though, just in a different sense. i know it still hurts though. but he loves you and i know he appreciates you. you can be with him in your dreams. take care<3