superficial

[lovelusthateyou]

Im sick of this..I have 24 days left in this country,one really genuine friend, and dont rememeber one nite that I have been out with something not fucking up. I am just as self absorbed as the next person, so I will have a fucking huge bitch about it here,where I know that no one gives a fuck. I hurt for people pretty bad at the moment, and i try

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[mascara_envy]

ok seeing as i am pretty much the only person who reads this. i suppose it is about me. wait.. not suppose. know.

Yeh i fucked up big time.

i know i have lost both your trusts. i dont blame you.

i am a fucking hipocrite. all that i stood for i threw away on friday night. Dont think i am so ignorant that i dont see this.

I have no explanation for you or for myself.

You have my most sincere apologies, Im sorry.

[robb_]

i read this too and i feel hated :(

[lovelusthateyou]

hahaha i was angry...u shoudldnt feel hated robb

[mascara_envy]

ah you hate me? why?

[lovelusthateyou]

i dont understand this haha?? should i?? i dont hate anyone anymore...hate is too strong of a word.and i love u both..ur awesome <3

[lovelusthateyou]

its not always about you.