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i just deleted my facebook, broke my phone and drank a bottle of wine.
I feel a lack of life in me, like I'm just going through the motions.
and its not doing me any good. i need to separate myself from negative energy.
I need to disappear for a while. I need to find people who don't just hear.
I need ears that listen and understand. Maybe, I'm crazy ( Read more... )

why the hell have I not been updating my livejournal?
I need to get on that.

When she'd thought of someone (a woman like herself)
losing her mind, she'd imagined shrieks and wails, hallucinations;
but at that moment it seemed clear that there was another way,
far quieter, a way that was numb and hopeless, flat,
so much that an emotion as strong as sorrow would have been a relief

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sometimes, when i think of all the awful things that have happened in the world,
I just want to lay in my bed for hours and hours.... and i do.

you know
i dress like a total tomboy when im dating boys
and dress like a total lipstick lesbian when i date the ladies.
..........whats that about?

you can talk but no one listens to liars!

i turn 21 soon, weird.