she's got a dislocated heart and will be out for the rest of the season...
♥ Dear Lord,
I pray for Wisdom to understand my man;
Love to forgive him;
And Patience for his moods.
Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength,
I'll beat him to death.
(Can I get an A-MEN!!!! lol)
Dreams are astoundingly important. They keep nagging you because you're supposed to fulfill them. When you sense you're special, you're not neurotic or grandiose. Something inside you is calling to you and you have to listen. When you love to do something, that means you have a gift for it...And when you're gifted at something, you have to do it.
~ Barbara Sher
♥
Sometimes in order to overcome an obstacle in your life, you must create one and force yourself to overcome your own. The thing with hope is that it only exists in those who believe in people. I have always been a person to look for the good in people and see them how they show me they are. Precisely around 7:00pm on December 11th, 2004, I plummeted into the innerving truth that the human race is a bunch of bull shit. People will do nearly anything and I mean ANYTHING to get satisfaction within themselves, even if it means hurting someone in the process. Take for example my personal dilemma. It may not be ground-breaking or world-changing but it proves the simple fact that we live in a world of distrust. I believed this guy I was talking to thought the world of me. He treated me like I was above him, touched me in ways that I knew he thought I was beautiful and even agreed to hang out the next night. The next day rolls along, I am completely on cloud 9 all day thinking that “the one” this guy who is so absolutely perfect is going to top the cake and call me. So the fairytale takes a detour and ends up at a random ass college party wasted, pissed and wondering what the fuck was his deal? To be quite honest, there truly wasn’t a “deal”. His entire aura changed in a matter of calling or not calling. If he would’ve called yes, he would’ve shown interest; lived up to his word of calling me “perfect”. Sadly, the fairytale ended on a note of him not calling, the so-called princess thinking she was finally going to be rescued finds out the whole ploy of the night together was for him to get in your pants; still above all, most importantly, realizing that all though you have grown up since high school, you STILL obsess over the simple realization that guys are unpredictable and scumbags. You know you STILL wait by the phone if a new guy comes along and think of each and every possibility for him NOT calling you ( believe me anything from his phone dying to him taking a nap). GIRLS if he wanted to call you he would, it takes 2 seconds. My point for this entire entourage of jumbled words is simply that the only person you need to trust in this world is yourself. If you don’t listen to others and get blinded by their charm and loving words, don’t begin the flight to perfect bliss just yet. Consider the other side of the results and picture how you will deal with them. Remember that everything happens for a reason and when you think one great opportunity has slipped through your fingertips, just remember that you still hold the key to your future whether it involves the past or not. You learn from the past, and things happen that you wish you could change but you can’t. The bad comes with purpose in showing you what to avoid and the good comes with guidance leading you in the direction of your happiness, It’s all a master plan that you will someday look back on and say, “I wouldn’t have done it any differently than I did”.
- Guide to Boys "Erin Borysewicz"
♥
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone
♥
Let's destroy each other cause we're too cool for love lines, soft kisses over cheap wine. smoke me baby like your last cigarette. whisper to me, say "you'll never forget". could you break my heart a little more, shove my body up against yours and kiss me like you mean it? anything worth a taste burns as it goes down. could you tell me i'm so 'audrey hephburn' when my hair falls to the side? and say "girl, i'm not here to love you tender, i'm just here for the ride". let's blind ourselves by love and be deaf to all who say it's fatal. it's not that we don't know, its just that we don't care.
♥
We may not always be as happy as you always dreamed we'd be, but for once, let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is we are.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
I pray for Wisdom to understand my man;
Love to forgive him;
And Patience for his moods.
Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength,
I'll beat him to death.
(Can I get an A-MEN!!!! lol)
Dreams are astoundingly important. They keep nagging you because you're supposed to fulfill them. When you sense you're special, you're not neurotic or grandiose. Something inside you is calling to you and you have to listen. When you love to do something, that means you have a gift for it...And when you're gifted at something, you have to do it.
~ Barbara Sher
♥
Sometimes in order to overcome an obstacle in your life, you must create one and force yourself to overcome your own. The thing with hope is that it only exists in those who believe in people. I have always been a person to look for the good in people and see them how they show me they are. Precisely around 7:00pm on December 11th, 2004, I plummeted into the innerving truth that the human race is a bunch of bull shit. People will do nearly anything and I mean ANYTHING to get satisfaction within themselves, even if it means hurting someone in the process. Take for example my personal dilemma. It may not be ground-breaking or world-changing but it proves the simple fact that we live in a world of distrust. I believed this guy I was talking to thought the world of me. He treated me like I was above him, touched me in ways that I knew he thought I was beautiful and even agreed to hang out the next night. The next day rolls along, I am completely on cloud 9 all day thinking that “the one” this guy who is so absolutely perfect is going to top the cake and call me. So the fairytale takes a detour and ends up at a random ass college party wasted, pissed and wondering what the fuck was his deal? To be quite honest, there truly wasn’t a “deal”. His entire aura changed in a matter of calling or not calling. If he would’ve called yes, he would’ve shown interest; lived up to his word of calling me “perfect”. Sadly, the fairytale ended on a note of him not calling, the so-called princess thinking she was finally going to be rescued finds out the whole ploy of the night together was for him to get in your pants; still above all, most importantly, realizing that all though you have grown up since high school, you STILL obsess over the simple realization that guys are unpredictable and scumbags. You know you STILL wait by the phone if a new guy comes along and think of each and every possibility for him NOT calling you ( believe me anything from his phone dying to him taking a nap). GIRLS if he wanted to call you he would, it takes 2 seconds. My point for this entire entourage of jumbled words is simply that the only person you need to trust in this world is yourself. If you don’t listen to others and get blinded by their charm and loving words, don’t begin the flight to perfect bliss just yet. Consider the other side of the results and picture how you will deal with them. Remember that everything happens for a reason and when you think one great opportunity has slipped through your fingertips, just remember that you still hold the key to your future whether it involves the past or not. You learn from the past, and things happen that you wish you could change but you can’t. The bad comes with purpose in showing you what to avoid and the good comes with guidance leading you in the direction of your happiness, It’s all a master plan that you will someday look back on and say, “I wouldn’t have done it any differently than I did”.
- Guide to Boys "Erin Borysewicz"
♥
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone
♥
Let's destroy each other cause we're too cool for love lines, soft kisses over cheap wine. smoke me baby like your last cigarette. whisper to me, say "you'll never forget". could you break my heart a little more, shove my body up against yours and kiss me like you mean it? anything worth a taste burns as it goes down. could you tell me i'm so 'audrey hephburn' when my hair falls to the side? and say "girl, i'm not here to love you tender, i'm just here for the ride". let's blind ourselves by love and be deaf to all who say it's fatal. it's not that we don't know, its just that we don't care.
♥
We may not always be as happy as you always dreamed we'd be, but for once, let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is we are.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.