i...can't...sleep...stupid anxiety ( Read more... )

*ahem* Thanks to all who do not suck. I realize there aren't many of you, but choo know who choo guys are! Please know how much you mean to me ( Read more... )

People have a way of finding you on myspace...creepspace...whatever ( Read more... )

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You Are 70% Indie
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...Spring Break here in chadron this past few days.  No school, and no work...which means no coffee ( Read more... )

A fd of mine gave me some poetry by Theodore Roethke today at work..i pushed wild, frizzy bangs outta my face and forced my frazzled eyes to focus on the words...truly amazing.

This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.

It was the ( Read more... )

i loath the effect you have on me ( Read more... )

What Your Face Says
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My birthday is in 4 days.  It'll be 23 years since i was born and I've never been nervous about birthdays until now.  Its not like i feel i'm like some old maid...wrinkles...dying alone...blah blah blah.  I hate when people complain about their age when they're not any older then mid thirties.  I guess i'm just bothered by the fact that i just now ( Read more... )