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May 03, 2005 21:51

Don't you love it when you make a slightly irresponsbible choice and you don't regret it one bit? Like when you choose cake over carrots, or an evening with friends on a schoolnight, or Live Journal instead of required reading. Tonight I watched Sex and the City when I should have been studying for my Spanish AP exam. Am I pleased with my choice ( Read more... )

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acadia7 May 4 2005, 04:03:05 UTC
coldplay= best ever.

you haven't posted in a while.
all your reminiscing does make me miss it all. it can't ever happen again, really.
i wish, though, that i had that feeling that i "am" something. i feel so unattached to my city, my school, my friends. they only constants that i can really identify with are very general things, like nature anywhere or music anywhere. which could be good when i have to move because it will make adjusting that much easier, to know that i can connect with these universal identities of mine no matter where i go.
but still, one longs for a stable something of one's own. i thought AR was that, but then, i'm so disconnected from that now, too.

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lovely_ramona May 4 2005, 04:12:06 UTC
I bet you're more attached than you think you are. To Arkansas, to New Orleans, to your family, to your friends...
It's hard not to have all these feelings when we're closing the big chapter. I like remembering, though. It feels sort of like a guilty pleasure.

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krodannasupreme May 4 2005, 16:39:35 UTC
I was talking about that very subject almost word for word yesterday with my friends (weeeiiiiirrrrdd). It's weird when you think about leaving the things that have helped to define you for so long. Bob Dylan says everything best.

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lovely_ramona May 4 2005, 23:54:38 UTC
It is weird. And it's weird to think about next year (which is going to be amazing, by the way!) and how we have NO IDEA of what kind of friends we're going to have, and if we're going to get lucky in the people we meet in the beginning. Because friendship seems so much about luck, you know? It's lucky that I got put in the situations with my current friends that brought us close together. Although, it seems like ultimately you end up with the people who you're supposed to be with. AAHH! I can't believe we're all going to college next year. It's so strange when I remember.

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krodannasupreme May 5 2005, 00:25:18 UTC
That's what it was like at SOC... on my way there I was like "this is so weird, these aren't just people... I might be living with one of them. I might end up being best friends with one of them, and I have no idea right now." I think people just naturally find eachother, and it's not so much you need to find the right people to go through things with, but the people you go through things with end up being the right people. If that makes any sense at all.
It's definitely going to be awesome next year. Hardcore. I hope we get to meet!

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mimi2445 May 4 2005, 21:34:57 UTC
it's a good thing you're my friend [edit: BEST FRIEND (yeah, take that all you livejournal stalkers)] because otherwise i'd read that entry and be really jealous/sad that i wasn't involved your wonderful, sparkling life. but i am. ahh--sigh of relief.

tell me more your mom saying the woodpecker's going to change your life. once my mom told me i would fall in love on a thursday. i rolled my eyes but every thursday morning i wake up and wonder.

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lovely_ramona May 5 2005, 00:06:57 UTC
Darling you are woven into my life so intricately you will never escape...not even if you want to! I love that your mom said that. I'm actually a little obsessed with it and want to write a story or something. I think you really will fall in love on a Thursday. It's been prophesized. Do you think my life's sparkling? I've certainly never thought of it that way -- and LORD knows it's dull (and maybe even a little tarnished) a lot of the time -- but still, that made my day (while I sip my 2000% of your daily value vitamin C slightly disgusting but oh-so-marvelous beverage). Your life is sparkling, too.

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mimi2445 May 4 2005, 21:37:06 UTC
sometimes when i'm thinking of a noun, i practice taboo and try to find lots of different ways i could get someone to say that word.

o GOD the collossal colon. what a journey!

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