aaaaaaaaah! i just utterly fucking hate myself today! i feel so fucking hideous. how on earth could someone love me? i despise days like this ( Read more... )

I didn't cry today.

mika hates herself.

and her pants are too big.

so...

cleaning my room. feeling overwhelmed and a bit lonely.

whoo!

my throat is scratchy... i hope i don't get sick. again.

love love love love love,

la mika

 ugh. i'm sorry.

i  really do miss you too.

i'm sorry that  i ruin the nice things you say by feeling sorry for myself.

forgive me.

- stupid loser

Why am I never with you when it's like this?

When was the last time we got to cuddle while listening to the rain?

sometimes i wonder if i'm still desired.

Crash into my arms
I want you
You don't agree
But you don't refuse
I know you

I like the sound of his voice
I did my very best to impress him
Always my first choice
And I’m not ashamed to admit I’ve been uncool
I’ve looked a fool

hey guess what... i love you. :)