Well darlings, it is now apparent (and official): school is back in session.

My first class begins tomorrow at 10:30am. yes, that is usually the time that i am still curled up in my fluffy comforter lazily attempting to drag myself to the freshly made coffee. so, needless to say (though i will of course say it anyway)i am nervous about embarking on ( Read more... )

I am so tired of this damn spotting. Not only is it ridiculously annoying, due to it's inconsistency, but I feel like a disgusting freak 24/7! I am downright tired of complaining all the time, and can't talk about it because I'm afraid I will revolt people,and that it is somehow my fault; which obviously it can't be. Being on a light erratic period ( Read more... )

hmmm stephen - i think you're right. i need a new writing space.

p.s. did you find a filing thing i can have? or should i just buy one?

miss you (i know i'm ridiculous).

-chelsea

I've been thinking for quite some time that I have somehow lost my power. i'm trying so hard not to feel like a sucker. So instead I'm feeling like running away. I do not want to go to this appointment. Iwant to curl up and go back to sleep. I want to feel human again. I want not to feel human again.

my birth control has made me fat. or i'm just fat. i know everyone will tell me to shut up, but let me express the way i feel. oooh how controversial of me..

fuck. why did i do that?

i know better. i always know better.

i insist on torturing myself.

fuuuuck. why am i always either hurting or terrified?

it seems that i am sentenced to eternal insecurity and doubt.

ouch.

i love you so much.

i wish my mom would stop talking. she rambles on about the most irritating things. who the fuck cares if someone turned up ( Read more... )

Marcos Bretón: Sometimes 'Why?' has no answer
By Marcos Bretón - Bee Columnist

Published 12:00 am PDT Sunday, August 12, 2007
Story appeared in METRO section, Page B1

The summer before college is profound under any circumstances, more so when idealistic teens build a coffin to bury a friend before leaving home to build their own lives.

It happened last ( Read more... )

oh so in love.

i've decided that portishead is excellent bondage/sex music.

I really am the worst person in the world.