i hope you know you lost me. its ok, i lost me too.

[lovely_wisher]

i am glad i have no more friends to worry about.
they were just a pain anyways.
just let me die a slow and lonely death
let me have it to myself.

maybe it is beacuase i am numb.

i am gone.
i left a long time ago.

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[relief_in_death]

I won't let you destroy yourself...

[relief_in_death]

I may not know much about the condition you are in, but anything can be overcome. I won't let anybody just give up. The end is the worst thing to face. And you do have a friend... Just halfway across the country. Why do you say that you have to worry about friends? Friends are something to embrace and enjoy.

[lovely_wisher]

friends are a waste and a bother.
they hurt you.
they lie.
they are fake.
ppl in general are horrible
so why bother w/ friends?
they will just cheat you some how
in the end.

(so i have learned)

[relief_in_death]

Harsh, I can't believe somebody would do that to a friend. That's just ugh... whats the word? inhumane. The people you are referring to are not friends. They are people who are willing to do anything to get ahead. True friends are willing to do just about anything to protect the relationship. I'm sorry that you haven't had a true friend lately.

[lovely_wisher]

thank you.
you have been wonderful.
wel you sound wonderful.
jw.. do you have a myspace account.
&are you my friend on myspace yet? lol.

[relief_in_death]

I have a myspace, but I'm computer illiterate... I can't design a webpage if my life depended on it. And I don't know how anything on there works, so my name is sitting on there collecting dust.