does it ever feel
like life is killing
you?

it feels like it to
me soemtimes
&i duno what
to do.

what do you do
when life
kills you?

past memories
swallow me
whole
&
then new
occurancese
they just
kill me
o so slowly.

i am dieing.
oddly enough
i wish....

honestly i have one fear.
i am afraid i am not gonna make it.
afraid i will surive my attempt.
god damn that would suck.

so basically i have decided to kill myself.
&don't feel so special
i have pondered this all my life.

i feel safe saying this because i am hoping i can really follow through this time
and i know no one reads these anyways.good bye lovelys ( Read more... )

fuck this
BITCHES!

everything is dull.

livejournl sux!

school sux.

ppl pretty much suck

yep.... everthing is gay....

o and yea.... no one reads these huh? lol.

blah blah blah

i am a wake

blah

i duno why

blah blah blah

mother fucker!

i just got off the phone w/ him & decided i love being his babe. he really does mean something to me. he is my everything. i swear.

we are the air that keep eachother breathing.
the life that keeps us living.
we are eachothers' everything.
♥

it sounds corny i know. but this is how we both feel.

i am so sad
&i want to kill.
&
that is all i will say.

♥

i have nothing. i have no one.

plz don't tell me wrong.

damn.

i didn't sleep all night!

i wanna die!

ok?