caught between that proverbial rock and [ fic ]

[lovelyable]

a vice, a hard place
gd/top | hard r, 2362 words, ar
more tinman than terminator.

Comments

[justflyhigh]

SPOT!!! Aw it's been long since I last heard from you *hug*

[justflyhigh]

Well, I think I've just loved the MV, like, 3 times more, with this plot.
And I love it.
Okay I'm speechless.
Just so glad to see you back, your writing is really beautiful.

[lovelyable]

sorry for disappearing for a while! no motivation nor inspiration nor skill to write :( but ahhh i am glad you liked this so. and that you still like my writing! thank you for reading.

[whetstone]

dslkgdjs was going to wait until it was morning and i was more coherent but it's already morning haha. idk why you always think you suck, do i have to shake that out of you!

anyways, god i loved being in top's head for this. it feels so wry and top-like. and i loved how contained yb was, but you could feel something simmering underneath and then how gd just brought it all out, yb and top and how they were actually being really creepy and weird and fdalkg.

and the last two scenes hurt my gtop stan heart ;~; maybe because of ~irl events~ but still, gah. "Yea. Right." He hunches forward, panting slightly, his hands braced on his knees. "I forgot you wrote the whole damn book on how to lie to yourself." whyyyyy, waylt, whyyyy.

[lovelyable]

you are so naisu to me! idkkkk i'm never sure of myself anymore these days, probably bc i am so rusty like ugh. however i am pretty surprised you thought this top wasn't too ooc ;____; i was kind of worried about that only bc the top we discuss most of the time is the complete... opposite... of this... but w/e he can be bamf and sharp if he wanna 8| tytysm ♥

AHHHH MY BAD, BUT ITS OK BC THIS IS NOT REAL LIFE. REAL LIFE IS THIS:

[whetstone]

i think if this was ~canon top~ then maybe, but i think there's definitely a part of him that could evolve into this, given the situations/life choices the top in this verse has made? idk if that makes sense. and his mv persona is basically sharp bamf lmao so yea a+, i approve. and lol ikr, dude is just too lazy to.

[lovelyable]

oh i do agree with that :D i don't get him, sometimes he looks so mean and unapproachable and acts so nonchalant but i KNOW IF YOU WERE TO MENTION something like i dont know, ice cream, he'd be like ISU CLEAM? :3?? idgi TOP PICK A SIDE AND STAY THERE

[iheartmango]

omg omg omg omg you're back!
brb, reading!!!

[lovelyable]

ahahhhaha i was always here! just kind of uninspired/unskilled :|

[iheartmango]

idk about the uninspired part but calling you unskilled is like....calling gd's fashion sense normal.
srs, you've much much better than some published writer's i've read.

[lovelyable]

omg comparing me to gd's fashion = HIGHEST PRAISE!
thank you ahh ♥

[gdtle1]

I really liked this, makes you rethink how fucked up love can be and how easily you can take happy endings for granted. Oh Top...I hope they'll both come out of denial and just simply be happy together. <3

[lovelyable]

i think the worst part is the fact that i like writing about stuff like this :| but i am glad you liked it anyways! and top and gd eventually grow up and get over themselves. thank you :)

[super_frannie]

Imma spot. (;

[lovelyable]

oooook.

[super_frannie]

Hey I'm sorry I took so long to reply. To be honest, I don't understand why ji is like that. Maybe it's because I haven't watched the new mv yet haha. But what I really liked how you portrayed the character's emotions especially the part after the call from the hospital. I didn't get the last bit about the car though ): Must read again!!! It's good to see you writing again!!! (: though I think I pretty much have been a silent reader of yours all this while haha Sorry! (: hehe

[super_frannie]

Asjzhzbzjdqvskxbaha ;_; before that was me! Stupidly forgot to log in..