god damn i hate throwing up. i ate, and 5 minutes later it comes up in almost the exact form it went down. gross as fucking hell. drum lesson. i hope i don't puke on mike.

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yar


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yeah, so, life. i wish i could win a date with someone, like jilly-b (singingcynic) did. *lust*

yeah that last entry should be a memory. i am that picture. i'm being happy one day at a time, trying not to kill people. that's the hard part.


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"every one loves me, because i am so much fun"
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i painted with my hands the other night. i cut words from the newspaper today and put them on my painting. it made me happy.

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am i manic...
the littlest thing throws me off...
am i depressed...
i am disgusted with humanity...
this post is self indulgent...

...like the cake in my stomach

tonight was a show with serena. Food Not Bombs is damn cool. I have a new word in my vocabulary... ask me about it sometime. also - damn cool band - Dresden Dolls. check them out. they are from Boston. yeah. awesometasmo.