i cant even think straight. this girl gives me goosebumps. right now just thinking about her. the people we love are the ones that hurt us the most. right now i dont even know what to say. im laughing while im crying... i knew... i just knew, why would anything go my way for once. i just want to curl up into a ball and die. i dont care about ( Read more... )

spring break has been going great... confusing, and lame.... but really fun. im miserable, but not really, im just kinda like ugh why what who when how (not where because thats not important). how did everything happen i dont know, i suppose its my fault but ugh im a dick.

so pole vaulters are awesome and ill tell you why. i went to the meet with a shitty pole and an awesome pole that i cant really use just yet. i asked micheal ( a pole vaulter from parkview) if i could borrow his pole for the meet, he said yes. you see its totally awesome whenever we go to meets because everyone has a sense of comradery and we all ( Read more... )

soooo, thursday i asked pauline to proooooom, friday and saturday we were at track meets togetherrrrrr, we hung out with tim lexi and tom saturday niiiiiiight, then monday night i came up with this crazy plan that happened tonight. the plan was to take her out to the golf course and have a picnic already set up. simple plan, but then i started to ( Read more... )

all because of a car ride i took last week changed alot of things. i started to get a major crush on a girl, and im hoping she feels the same. the second thing is that another girl is totally lost in relationships and these two guys. and rob is totally motivated to ask this girl to prom. i dunno maybe this isnt important but they really are... at ( Read more... )

I LOVE LIFE!!! man oh man tonight was awesome. i never would have thought that id have this much fun on a weekend... let alone a weeknight. chillin with everyone was one of the best experiences as of late, i think i really needed that liberation... even if it was for only an hour or so... hangin out and chillin. awesome

two things are troubling me as of late. one is the great gatsby. ive only read the first chapter and basically this big strong guy treats his wife like crap and she puts up with it. it reminds me of this other couple in real life. the only thing that upsets me is that shes too strung up on him to realize that there are so many other great guys out ( Read more... )

yesterday was awesome. karena got 2nd in the vault which was cool, the brookwood girl is really good, but i bet karena will get her in the end. after the girls vaulting was over it was time for me to shine so to speak. throughout the opening hieghts everyone was asking howd i do and i would answer with a simple, i havent come in yet. when i ( Read more... )

yay i got my drivers license so that mean i get to pay money for insurance, yay!!! good night moon!

... and im not bouncy, i just like the way the cat moves.

so if you know me at all, and i mean if you even know my face, you should connect me with a certain person because for some reason im too stupid to find another love interest. i gave up once since i saw her and then she started liking me akwardly enough. so we dated for awhile and it was great but then i broke up with her because im a dip ass. ( Read more... )