Ok, in the past two years I have lost 2 friends. One I have not spoken to in like 10 years and one I have not spoken to in almost 2 years. And now that they are gone, there is no talking to them at all. I feel weird about it. I just learned of a my friend Michelle's passing. She and I were not on talking terms at the time. I moved and she ( Read more... )

I am trying like hell to keep my spirits up, but each day that goes by and I am jobless is making things hard for me. I have tried everything, I guess I am just going to have to break down and do the temp thing. The only thing that sucks about that is they just put you where ever. I did that when I first got here and those people really don't ( Read more... )

Ok, I movede out of pud's house in June of 2006. I moved because I felt used up. When pud and i hooked up earlier in 2006, she was strugglin bad. She was at least one month behind on ALL of her bills. She was having car trouble and she was just in the bumps and needed help. So we decided I would move in and help get her caught up on all the ( Read more... )

Ok, a lot has happened since the last time that I have wrote. Lets see oh yea, I lost my job. They fired me February 11th. And I have not had any luck finding a new job. I have however been able to do some soul searching here. I finally figured out why I have Lee around. He cannot support us, totally not trust worthy, and communication skills ( Read more... )

This is a classic......Pam got a magazine/booklet, that had gag gifts in it. I saw a nut cracker in the form of Hillary Clinton, and it had a bunch of jokes around it. I asked Pam if she wanted to see the magazine and she said no, she has seen that one before and nothing caught her eye. I told her that she should get that nut cracker for Tim ( Read more... )

I think that I am going through a case of feeling sorry for myself. The entire office except for Sharon, has taken off to go to the closing of a huge trial that our firm has helped in. Pam has put in alot of work in on this trial, and the temporary help for the new attorneys, Vernon & Baldwin, Anna, she went to the closing as well, and from my ( Read more... )

Ok, got a call from Miranda telling me that my mother had a stroke and was in the hospital. I asked when all of this happened. She told me late last night. I asked why wasn't I called, she said it was too late and I was at work already this morning ( Read more... )

Ok, I have not wrote in a long time. I have been pretty busy. I have finally gotten rid of the leach, for the most part. He has become a weekend thing, well so far every other weekend thing. Anyways, I am just waiting for him to fade out. It will happen ( Read more... )

In the past 10 years, there have been 7 people that I have known that have passed on. I went to a funeral yesterday and it was an eye opener for me. I am not sad that she had passed or that any of the people that I knew have passed. It makes me think about my life and how I am as a mother/daughter/ young woman and what I need to improve and what ( Read more... )

I am so mad at myself right now. I didn't use any self control. I met this guy two days ago and I slept with him, of course it didn't help that he was all over me. And he and Lori like each other. And we did not use a condom. I SUCK!