Check them out, so funny... hehehehehe ( Read more... )

I've lived so long hidden in a curtain of depression. My actions, my judgements, my beliefs... all formed by this illness that I let take me over. I stopped fighting. I stopped caring. I stopped living. I have spent years living in fear and shame. Years feeding my maladies, and making up excuses. I don't want to live that life any longer. I'm sure ( Read more... )

So, I didn't get the promotion. It's really hard for me... I feel disappointment on so many levels. I really wanted this. But, I'll just take this struggle and learn from it, and be stronger. That's all I really can do, honestly. I'm not going to undermine my new supervisor, I don't want to move up like that. I have to earn it. This is a cutthoart ( Read more... )

Boys, always insensitive when you need them the most.

I watched this HORRIBLY sappy episode of Seventh Heaven today.

I need some romance in my life.

We're getting a house. Well, his mom and step dad are paying for it, but we're living for it and paying the mortgage as rent, with his little brother. I'm pretty excited for it, it's a big step and it should be a better living situation. Really on our own without the restrictions of landlords or apartment managers, parents or friend's. It's brought ( Read more... )

( My Apology )

You have 2 things in life that impact those around you: Those that you say, and those that you do. The 2nd has a greater impact, longer memory, and says more about the way you feel about someone. The words you pick show how thoughtful you are, but the actions you do show gratitude, love, sympathy, and admiration stronger than most people realize ( Read more... )

I love...

My new job.
Having a 5 year plan!
Spencer!
My apartment (excuse me! OUR apartment!!)
Kitten!
Being a brunette
Cooking
Aimee, Noelle, Jessica, Matthew, Dennis... etc etc etc
Bars!
My life.

Yaaaaaaaaay it's my 8 month!!!!!!

"Hand in my Pocket ( Read more... )