fuck this drama

[lovelydancing]

ok first off

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it's meghan

[anonymous]

ok im not saying that that entry was about us but even if it was not it needed to be said. you stormed off and then when we talked online that night i got the feeling you didn't like our group anymore, well if you don't like the way we are don't sit with us. i mean come on if you always feel excluded than its not worth it is it? i mean ulitmately its your choice i mean i am willing to talk about it. and no i dont think that everything is about me and my group?!?!?! and if you weren't thinkin about it maybe you should start. frankly i dont need the drama there is too much going on right now to deal with it. drama is never needed. i think that you expect more from me than i can give you at times. im not sure what you are thinking right now since all you wrote was fuck this and fuck that so i mean i dont really understand but i was just telling you how i felt. yes maybe i was harsh but it was like the day before the test and i couldn't handle the situation all that well under that amount of stress but now i can so contact me if

Re: it's meghan

[lovelydancing]

i stormed off when??? when i sat with my other friend, ok i do like sitting with u cuz we have some good times, but if i sit with another friend ur gonne get mad or start this? i dont understand that. i dont understand how this started. ok im sry its not that i dont like the group - but sometimes even when i do include myself i dont feel like all of you still really want to talk to me. like when we were randomly talking about "this time next week i'll...." everyone was answering it and so i did too and when i sed mine you all kinda looked and then just changed the subject like u could really care less about wat i sed. ok when i include myself and that happens, that hurts. cuz ur telling me to talk more, and i try but u dont always answer.
*especially one person who i'll talk to u or her about later - she really makes me feel like she just does not like me*

i'll talk to u on monday bout this
till then.... i gues i dont know where we stand

Re: it's meghan

[anonymous]

actually im not talking about how you sat with your other friend im talking about another time but since y ou feel like this can wait till monday( which i dont really agree with) we can talk then i guess.

Re: it's meghan

[lovelydancing]

ok well wat time are u talking about that i "stormed off" cuz i dont understand still.
and im sry u dont want to wait til monday but its not my fault i wasnt here wen u IMd me
if u wanted to talk now and not monday you would call or come back online at least
untill then