a lil more of my heart broke today...

awww i was on the phone with danny and i told him to tell mama honaker hi for me and he did and she told him to tell me that papa honaker said i was a cute girl awww i feel cute and ive never felt cute before today lol i think its just cuz its a parent and not many ppls parents like me lol but ya awww im a cute girl awww lol okay ill stop with that ( Read more... )

im so like confused to the max like woah its not even funny at all but ya i am like so weird i guess you could say cuz i want a boy friend but then i dont cuz i like 3 people but then one of the ppl is too ignorant to know that i like him and even if i told him he wouldnt beleive me and if he asked me out id say yes of course but like he expects a ( Read more... )

i had an odd dream and it really made me thing like a lot and its making me even more confused and what not and its like really werid it was a good dream and the only ppl i remember being in it is Danae Danny Rolana and Mama Honaker and Papa Honaker lol ya werid huh but there was like 50 million ppl there well nto 50 million but it was the weirdest ( Read more... )

ive lost the will no win and ive lost the will to not give up and ive lost the will to be as bitchy as before and ive lost the will to do a lot of stuff im like in depressed mood major and it sucks and like i feel so empty and like im listening to sublime and its not working and like im so empty that i cant like hear and feel the words just ( Read more... )

i give up....not something i ever do when i want something but this time i do weird huh?

Dear My Friendys ( Read more... )

im at jessica's still and we went to the beach it was soo much fun this one wave was soo big that it filpped us it was funny and one wave made me do a flip over jessica it was fun but i got a lot of water up my nose lol curtis deff didnt call me back last night which wasent so kewl but oh well ill get over it but ya ahh today was great thats all i ( Read more... )

im at jessicas house and she is playing the willy wonka video game ive been thinking a lot lately and lmh isent that bad i guess but this gross guy from ss sat on me and it was really replusive...curtis called me today and it was kinda weird we talked for maybe 30-45 mins then i had to go but like at first i thought it was jose...teh gross guy from ( Read more... )

im at danaes yes even though im grounded werid huh lol long story but ya iv been up since 4:25 and i didnt take a nap and im still up today was very fun i went to orientation w/danae and it was invigertaing just like last tuesday and we ran from mike cuz her rents were waiting but ya we felt bad then we left orientation and we went to her house for ( Read more... )