my eyes burn but not as bad as my heart does....i feel like im going to cry but i dont have the energy to push out the tears...dont ask i wont tell you...wow life sucks monkey butt ( Read more... )

recent news about me that most of you already know but im going to write it anyway lol brian called me and said sorry even though most of you dont know what he did lol but i still dont forgive him cuz i dont forgive and forget that is not who i am or how i roll and danny lied to me and that made me pretty angry ive been thinking about him a lot ( Read more... )

life is so unfair and i think im in love only i dont know cuz ive never been in love before....life is too short so love the one you got cuz you might get run over or you might get shot....how do you know when you love someone?

omg i like him so much and i really cant stop thinking about him and i know i said i dont want a boy friend over the summer cuz id be tempted to cheat but i cant even think about anyother guy and ive never thought about someone how i think about him and like he is so funny and so nice and sweet and hott and ahhh i cant stand it anymore grr i like ( Read more... )

today was bad for me not that ne one is reading this but it feels good to get it out but ya i woke up and walked out of my room and got yelled at so then i washed the dishes then watered the plants and then got ready to pick up rolana and my sister took forever as usual and she bitched at me again as usual and then we ended up picking her up like 4 ( Read more... )

a word of advise for all guys out there if a girl says no just stop cuz it reallys scares them...and it is totally not kewl

i dont think ne on is reading this but oh well i talked to ricky today and he saw the pics from the dance and he said that me danae jessica aurora and lauren looked good lol we should feel accomplished lol anyway im going cuz im in pain!!!!

it hurts to breath,
The Lovely Lainey

these poems are iight ( Read more... )

He said that he loves me,
But i dont think he does,
I think that he's just lonely,
And that he wants to hold me,
but he has to know that he cant own me,
come to think of it,
he doesnt even know me,
and it feels like he is trying to control me,
when i think about it i dont want him to kno me.

everything is going pretty good right now i guess i had loads of fun sat ahh i wish i could go back to that night lol i danced with a few ravishing young gentlemen lol but ya it kinda sucks a lil cuz ill never be that pretty again lol no matter how hard i try... but ya i forgot danaes camera at home so i have to give it to her tomorrow...well im ( Read more... )