I am continuing this thing ( Read more... )

How fucking long has it been??? Well... Fuck updating on my life since 2007... Shit has happened... My dog was killed by a coyote, my aunt died of cancer, my grandmother is dying of cancer, I got a gf whom I fight with a lot AND... Well... I still hate my life, lol, though I'm not as depressed as before... Well, since I still have this, I am ( Read more... )

Even though I can't quite remember what my dream was exactly... I had a dream I got raped. Only I don't actually remember the actual rape, but I knew I got raped. And the worst part, I knew the guy. Not in real life, but in my dream I knew him. And I was at a party and he was there and no one believed me. It was strange. I'd hope my friends ( Read more... )

You would have been 21 today, the legal age of drinking, haha. I'm sorry I can't visit you. I do truly miss you. I do think about you a lot, and still have your picture on my desk. I only wish I kept all those other pictures, but I gave them to that one girl for a collage. Anyways, I, and others, still miss you. I don't know when I will be ( Read more... )

I already had to live with my mother and father's constant fighting. I grew up with that shit. I saw so much violence within my own home with my innocent eyes. I grew up way too fast because of that. Now I have to live with it again with my brother and sister in law. They ALWAYS fight and it's pissing me off. I swear I don't want to go ( Read more... )

I hate spiders. I clean off my bike, and clean and clean it... And they come back to take it over the next fucking day!

I fucking HATE people. People need to fucking die. Me included...

I've got my vodka... And my strap on... What more do I need in life?

It's not gunna happen. Watch, she's not going to message me back, just watch...

Okay so I guess I was getting ready to do another play, but the rehersal was at my old high school, well close, across the street from it at the retirement building, only it was a regular apartment complex. And I remember trying to sprint up the hill like I used to back in track. Anyways, this person, some powerful or magical person confronted me ( Read more... )