im so fucking smug and you dont even know why

[lovelylola]

its two thirty three on this beautiful morning, and the shit has JUST begun. ive still got two labs to do FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. but im so smug and you dont even fucking know why. Between unexplainable laughs my jaws tremble with caffeine induced nervousness, thousands of milligrams of expensive, supressed sleep. im imagining that the cartillage in my

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[swaly]

We're in the same bind, dearest. It's 3:20 where I'm at and this english essay is no closer to being fucking done. It's strange I chose to do work instead of sleep, because it appears my priorities are all fucked up- I do NOT care about grades more than my wonderful body (ha)...I just think sleep is scaring me lately because even when I lie down it's all nervous tics and heartbeats instead of immediate unconsciousness. Where's the unisom at? It's been outlawed in my home.

Jeeeeesus christ. Also, I spent way too much time reading the smokers community and a whole lot of other unhealthy LJ stuff which is why it's 3:20 (22 now) and not 12 and in bed.

[swaly]

also my mother gave me 3 pulls off her cigarette to get me alert and it made me dizzier than anything