i cant stand it.
i just feel like updating and express how i felt but i cant think of any words to say.
I AM TIRED...

i dont even feel like studying for the test.
if its not compulsory, i will defintely not take it.
damn it.

i still need you.
i am trying hard to keep myself busy.
i am still trying to absorb everything.
i hate to be alone at this kind of period.
i hate to be alone at night and i am the only one in the living room.
i want the 10 things to make full use of my time by sharon and nicole!

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i need you.
i am not strong at all.

i am turning crazy.
its not as if having a nice talk can solve every single thing.
i am not being treated seriously and i feel like a fool making my way there just to solve everything.
i dont need advice anymore cos i know what to do but there's nothing i can do.
i am feeling damn shit.
and i am serious.

this time, it's different.
it's no longer like ( Read more... )

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went dog run on hari raya with tim, sean and melinda and yes, mashy.
drove to meet sean and melinda and it started raining, but we still went ahead to the dog run at pasir ris.
didnt take any pics at the dog run cos it was raining.
after that, we bathed mashy and went to sean's house for dinner.
mashy and baileys are damn cute. ha!


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everything's happening too damn fast and i cant react to anything, at all.
i dont understand how come we ended up like this.
i am trying hard to find out why.
i want to go back to the past.

i am physically and mentally drained.

the whole dragon boat team is going to penang from 4th to 8th Dec (before sheryl comes back) !  yeah,i think its gonna be damn fun but some of us are rather worried cos its gonna be open water this time. so, some of us decided to go practice our swimming after so long...

yesterday morning, we went jac's house with edrea, yawen, sharon and weiyin. ( Read more... )

tim stayed over my house for the past two days. i went out early for our last masters for the year. it was raining and yes, in the end the event started about one hour late. so all of us were enjoying this last masters, even though it was rather stressful for some of us, including myself. we did rather okay this time. went to bath and tim came over ( Read more... )

so, i went training in the end, thanks to my lovelies for messaging me when they are on the way to trainings. ha!
and i had a great time rowing today, even though i felt like puking numerous times. and yes, sbda closed early and we had to squeeze our way through the gates to get our belongings and bath there. the uncle had an argument with us ( Read more... )