Joker episode 6 {Kudo Kenji} [Don't read it if you didn't watch it, spoiler]
I.can't.describe.in words
There's no one to spazz with on now, so I'll just let it out here.
I JUST WATCHED JOKER EPISODE 6 AND I CAN'T STOP FREKING CRYING!
Ryo-chan was so beautiful wanting to help the kid out, and he's having so much more papa-son moments! I just can't >///////////<
It's so cute, so adorable, so beautiful! Just the way he laughed with him and smiled, the text messeges, the way he smiled when he got a text messege, and that kid, the way he loved Kudo.
It was so adorable, the care and love between them, I acctually broke down crying from how beautiful it was, and Ryo's smile made me all jiggly inside. I don't know, It was just so beautiful! I acctually expected Kenji to adopt him in the end
(I have so many freaking screncaps it's crazy)
Anyway, I loved Kenji so freaking much, I acctually hugged my screen ;_; I really wanted to hold him in my arms and hug him to no end, and solve every sadness for him, I just wanna mouu I'm going to start cyring again, but It's okay.
I think I fell for Kudo Kenji ♥
Where's Aoi Sensei?!O:
And then, he got the phone call.
And
And
and
and
and
and
and
and
and
The kid,
died ..
When Kenji ran all the way over that, I expected it,
I expected it
But when I saw the look
the expression on his face
The flashbacks
The way he looked at him, the way he pinched his cheeks
My mom had to come in and calm me down.
RYOOOOO-BAAAAAAABYYYYYYYYYYYYY DON'T CRYYYYYYYYYYYY ;____;
I seriously
couldn't take it
Even if my mom called me an emotional freak
I still
kept on
Crying
and
crying
My Kenji crying, and that boy dead, and I just ..
Wah, I wanted to hold him and tell him it'll be alright
The next second he was all over his father, punching him and kicking him, and letting out his anger, I was just ;____; Waaaah no no no this can't be happening!
But It happend Did i mention he looked awfully sexy punching the hell out of that mofo D<
"THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT TOGETHER TOMMOROW!"
I screamed and I started crying again
It was so..
weird
I hated seeing him like that, even if it's just acting, I mean
I want to be there and hug him ;_;
it was just too emotional for me, and I couldn't take my baby crying like that, and I'm just sitting here at home watching and crying with him /emotional freak.
And then the text messege came,
by now,
my heart ached
and
the flashback, then Kenji's swollen eyes,
and his angry expression
I just ;__________; nothing to explain how sad and angry I felt at that time..
Then the look Kenji had on his face when he saw the father, I mean omg
hot SO FREAKING SAD! I JUST WANTED TO HUG HIM EVEN IF HE HITS ME AND TRIES TO GET OUT OF MY REACH I WANTED HIM TO CRY ON MY SHOULDER AND I WANTED TO HOLD HIM TIGHT SO HE DOSN'T MOVE AND FEELS CALMER AND...
T_________________________________________T
And then Ryo got held by all of them, and he was kicking and punching and then ..
"LET HIM AT HIM LET MY KUDO AT HIM!" And then my mom came in again .. and she would do the exact same thing Kenji did with that failure as a father, but then she rememberd I was her daugher, and she walked away. / anyway
Then the girl appeared
and called him a lier
even if it was just an act
the look on his face
the tears on hers
the expression on his
I just
i just
I just
RYOOOOO-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN ;__________________; THAT LOOK KILLS ME INSIDE EVEN IF IT'S JUST ACTING, GOSH!
So jelous of the girl, fyi
*skipping some parts*
Then when Kenji stalked him, and put him in the van, opend the back seat
and
the way he looked at him with teary eyes
made my heart fell
it fell
and then when they found the reason
And how he looked at Date
with those swollen eyes
the gun in his hands
his hair flying all over the place
the care in his eyes
the pain of his past
the strength of his emotions
..
too much for my poor heart to take
"Thank you for giving me courage"
The scream
the scream
Kudo Kenji, your scream..
kills me
I want to make it into a whisper
a smile..
the tears streaming down his face
his runny nose
I just wanna hug him
and never ever ever ever let go
that kind of sadness needs that
It broke my heart ;_; / i know it's acting
I love my Babyboy, really ;_________;
and then when he saw his dad
I could see the anger, and emotion in his face from his abusive dad ..
it was just too much to bear, seriously he needs a HUG!
And the response
"Who are you"
Doesn't it hurt comming from a dad? It does, really.
And I could see it in his eyes ;_;
When he gave it to him,
I was just like ;_;
The way he said "Ja na" made me choke on air~ Seriously that boy is fineeee.
I don't want to talk about the last part cause It pissed me off
She should've held him and cheered him up <.< No she better not, I'll cut her head off
The actress, I feel so extremly sorry for her, having to reject Ryo-chan asking for kisses,
she's sooooooooooooooooooooooo suffering right now XD She wants him so badly, I know it
Back off <.< I'll kill her seriously, I can do a better job in making him feel better ;_;
I don't want Romance to happen, no I don't want it <.<
Let it be mystery/police, and If you want romance, chose Date and Anne, not Kenji please.
It didn't happen with Aoi, and It's not going to happen with Kenji ..
I just feel so sorry for that girl XDDDDDDDDDDD How could someone look at that adorable face asking for a kiss, and say no to it?
Poor her, poor her.
At least she gets to look at him. *sigh* I'm really insanse arn't I
I bet he really regreted what he did, Fathers take good care of your son's
It's not right to treat them like that esspecially if you're a single parent
It should be really precious to you because it's the last thing left for your wife
Treasure it, don't make him feel pain, don't make him suffer
Let him prove you and make you proud
*sigh* Seriously, they have and want futures too, don't be so selfish
.. But I guess it's pain thats what makes you stronger in the future, so be thankful for it.
I love my Ryo-chan, so much. Beat that, Nino >.>
My Ryo-chan's the best :DDDD♥
Well, this is my first rant
I don't think I'll say anything here aboout the next episode, exept if there's some Ryo moments, well, yeah.
I wanna see LIVE PV, even If I know it won't be as good as Life.. I love news btw.
And
LIFE.WAS.TOO.AWSOME.FOR.WORDS.I.JUST.CAN'T.EXPLAIN.RIGHT.NOW
♥
There's no one to spazz with on now, so I'll just let it out here.
I JUST WATCHED JOKER EPISODE 6 AND I CAN'T STOP FREKING CRYING!
Ryo-chan was so beautiful wanting to help the kid out, and he's having so much more papa-son moments! I just can't >///////////<
It's so cute, so adorable, so beautiful! Just the way he laughed with him and smiled, the text messeges, the way he smiled when he got a text messege, and that kid, the way he loved Kudo.
It was so adorable, the care and love between them, I acctually broke down crying from how beautiful it was, and Ryo's smile made me all jiggly inside. I don't know, It was just so beautiful! I acctually expected Kenji to adopt him in the end
(I have so many freaking screncaps it's crazy)
Anyway, I loved Kenji so freaking much, I acctually hugged my screen ;_; I really wanted to hold him in my arms and hug him to no end, and solve every sadness for him, I just wanna mouu I'm going to start cyring again, but It's okay.
I think I fell for Kudo Kenji ♥
Where's Aoi Sensei?!O:
And then, he got the phone call.
And
And
and
and
and
and
and
and
and
The kid,
died ..
When Kenji ran all the way over that, I expected it,
I expected it
But when I saw the look
the expression on his face
The flashbacks
The way he looked at him, the way he pinched his cheeks
My mom had to come in and calm me down.
RYOOOOO-BAAAAAAABYYYYYYYYYYYYY DON'T CRYYYYYYYYYYYY ;____;
I seriously
couldn't take it
Even if my mom called me an emotional freak
I still
kept on
Crying
and
crying
My Kenji crying, and that boy dead, and I just ..
Wah, I wanted to hold him and tell him it'll be alright
The next second he was all over his father, punching him and kicking him, and letting out his anger, I was just ;____; Waaaah no no no this can't be happening!
But It happend Did i mention he looked awfully sexy punching the hell out of that mofo D<
"THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT TOGETHER TOMMOROW!"
I screamed and I started crying again
It was so..
weird
I hated seeing him like that, even if it's just acting, I mean
I want to be there and hug him ;_;
it was just too emotional for me, and I couldn't take my baby crying like that, and I'm just sitting here at home watching and crying with him /emotional freak.
And then the text messege came,
by now,
my heart ached
and
the flashback, then Kenji's swollen eyes,
and his angry expression
I just ;__________; nothing to explain how sad and angry I felt at that time..
Then the look Kenji had on his face when he saw the father, I mean omg
hot SO FREAKING SAD! I JUST WANTED TO HUG HIM EVEN IF HE HITS ME AND TRIES TO GET OUT OF MY REACH I WANTED HIM TO CRY ON MY SHOULDER AND I WANTED TO HOLD HIM TIGHT SO HE DOSN'T MOVE AND FEELS CALMER AND...
T_________________________________________T
And then Ryo got held by all of them, and he was kicking and punching and then ..
"LET HIM AT HIM LET MY KUDO AT HIM!" And then my mom came in again .. and she would do the exact same thing Kenji did with that failure as a father, but then she rememberd I was her daugher, and she walked away. / anyway
Then the girl appeared
and called him a lier
even if it was just an act
the look on his face
the tears on hers
the expression on his
I just
i just
I just
RYOOOOO-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN ;__________________; THAT LOOK KILLS ME INSIDE EVEN IF IT'S JUST ACTING, GOSH!
So jelous of the girl, fyi
*skipping some parts*
Then when Kenji stalked him, and put him in the van, opend the back seat
and
the way he looked at him with teary eyes
made my heart fell
it fell
and then when they found the reason
And how he looked at Date
with those swollen eyes
the gun in his hands
his hair flying all over the place
the care in his eyes
the pain of his past
the strength of his emotions
..
too much for my poor heart to take
"Thank you for giving me courage"
The scream
the scream
Kudo Kenji, your scream..
kills me
I want to make it into a whisper
a smile..
the tears streaming down his face
his runny nose
I just wanna hug him
and never ever ever ever let go
that kind of sadness needs that
It broke my heart ;_; / i know it's acting
I love my Babyboy, really ;_________;
and then when he saw his dad
I could see the anger, and emotion in his face from his abusive dad ..
it was just too much to bear, seriously he needs a HUG!
And the response
"Who are you"
Doesn't it hurt comming from a dad? It does, really.
And I could see it in his eyes ;_;
When he gave it to him,
I was just like ;_;
The way he said "Ja na" made me choke on air~ Seriously that boy is fineeee.
I don't want to talk about the last part cause It pissed me off
She should've held him and cheered him up <.< No she better not, I'll cut her head off
The actress, I feel so extremly sorry for her, having to reject Ryo-chan asking for kisses,
she's sooooooooooooooooooooooo suffering right now XD She wants him so badly, I know it
Back off <.< I'll kill her seriously, I can do a better job in making him feel better ;_;
I don't want Romance to happen, no I don't want it <.<
Let it be mystery/police, and If you want romance, chose Date and Anne, not Kenji please.
It didn't happen with Aoi, and It's not going to happen with Kenji ..
I just feel so sorry for that girl XDDDDDDDDDDD How could someone look at that adorable face asking for a kiss, and say no to it?
Poor her, poor her.
At least she gets to look at him. *sigh* I'm really insanse arn't I
I bet he really regreted what he did, Fathers take good care of your son's
It's not right to treat them like that esspecially if you're a single parent
It should be really precious to you because it's the last thing left for your wife
Treasure it, don't make him feel pain, don't make him suffer
Let him prove you and make you proud
*sigh* Seriously, they have and want futures too, don't be so selfish
.. But I guess it's pain thats what makes you stronger in the future, so be thankful for it.
I love my Ryo-chan, so much. Beat that, Nino >.>
My Ryo-chan's the best :DDDD♥
Well, this is my first rant
I don't think I'll say anything here aboout the next episode, exept if there's some Ryo moments, well, yeah.
I wanna see LIVE PV, even If I know it won't be as good as Life.. I love news btw.
And
LIFE.WAS.TOO.AWSOME.FOR.WORDS.I.JUST.CAN'T.EXPLAIN.RIGHT.NOW
♥