My comment to maliki696:

"I was thinking of a conversation I had with a friend about facing yourself, and I thought to myself what is my most evident self evasion? We are all in denial about something. It also came from my need to understand why its so hard for me to let people go. Just thoughts of people and how they have effected me. It seems im ( Read more... )

Ok ive been so lazy lately...i feel so guilty because I probably should be updating my journal much more often than I have been. On the flip side, ive been putting all my time into school work, and trying to get a fitness schedule going. Ive been doing really well though. Im going to start taking a Hip Hop Dance class on Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYYYY ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night I had the most interesting dream about someone from my past. I am worried about her now and I cant get her out of my mind. I guess im going to try contacting her because I miss her. We had a strange relationship and it was even more strange in the dream. I wonder if she is ok. I wonder why she never tried to contact me, or if she did. I ( Read more... )

So uh, this is my fourth time re-doing this journal...I give up.

Lets see...well I was just thinking of someone and this poem came to mind. I really love this poem it reminds me of my first love. I just had to post it since I keep thinking about ( Read more... )

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I feel somewhat better today. I will get through this. Im in college and just recently started my first quarter for this year and im just glad I didnt get sick around finals. Classes start again for me tomorrow so I dont have much time to liven up. Im determined to fight this bug though.

I know sometimes I say im content, but im really not. I truly fear being alone ( Read more... )

Well for the past few days what started off as a annoying sore throat, has turned into a full blown cold ( Read more... )