I am back, finally got my new computer/internet up and running.. nothing new, just working, going to school and Nathan... I am going out tonight with a friend, it should be fun.. I havent gotten out of the house in a while, so this will be a nice change,. I have to drive to my parents house to drop nate off, they will be babysitting for a few hours ( Read more... )

hello to all... cant talk long.... uhhh update.... i moved into my new place on dec 31st.. i like it.. i am still in nacogdoches.. still workin at the preschool and still going to sfasu... not to much has happened... nathan is spectacular.. he is becoming a big boy, talking alot, saying NO alot... driving me nuts always but its cool... ummm cut my ( Read more... )

a very very sweet man got me 4 champange glasses for my table that match my living room colors.. i love those glasses... i love surprises... he said they were a late xmas/early news years present.. yay, i like getting stuff... i feel special... i had a tiring night, i went and hung out with raymiah, watched soe movies.. it was nice to just be ( Read more... )

I love this song, I have been listening to it over and over.. So here it is for you to enjoy ( Read more... )

xmas was good, nothing to exciting.. pretty soon my entried will be few and far between.. i also wont be online hardly ever.. it'll start right around the beginning of the year, i wont have a computer.. except when i occasionally go to my moms.. and when i get my tax check i'll get a computer.. so like around feb. or march i'll be back online more ( Read more... )

nathan has been in the best mood since he saw raymiah.. i dunno if i mentioned this, we saw raymiah blah blah blah, nathan had a blast. he has been saying "daddy" 90 miles a minute.. its sweet.. i dont know when he is gonna see him again though, so i dont know if this once every few weeks things is healthy.. like i am totally glad they got to see ( Read more... )

The night was lovely, David picked me up, it was sooo good to see him. We were really good friends in high school. He gave me flowers.. they were pretty.. we went to chili's and then played around in hastings. he got me a cd for christmas.. he was a perfect gentlemen.. he opened doors and said he would of pulled my chair out in chili's but we sat ( Read more... )

well, tonight jamees family, nathan and i exchange gifts.. i go to work for like a lil while tomorrow.. i am meeting a guy i use to talk to for dinner tomorrow night.. i guess its a date, he is super cool.. he is taking me to chili's... he wants to go to the movies but i dont think so, we can work up to that.. this is a process.. one i am probably ( Read more... )

i am irritated.. at nothing in general.. i need a shower.. i feel really unemotional right now, which is strange to say cause i have been like totally emotional and right now I feel absolutly nada.. right now i am just chatting with bryan online, he is sooo sweet.. i am boring i know..no new news, dont think there will be any anymore.. so huh.... ( Read more... )

its been one whole month today since raymiah and i split.. its a bummer.. i got him a good christmas gift from nathan and i... i looked soo hard to find it, i almost gave up.. but i didnt, i knew what i wanted for him and i found it.. its personal gift, well a gift i put alot of thought into.. nathan had a hand in it too... i have a problem.. there ( Read more... )