it all seems so unimportant ( Read more... )

my soul is tearing away at my skin desperatly trying to escape this retched prison. my heart bleeds for one yet my desolate body is touched so sweetly by the other. he is so innocent. and i, the mere essence of premiscuality. the count is 12, with no end in sight ( Read more... )

i have hurt that which i love. HIM..i will hurt him, i cant give what he is looking for and deserves. all i can offer are empty kisses.  i am hurting them, they ask me repeatedly to stop. to not be like her. through ficticious words and gestures i hurt myself.

he pressed his lips against mine

and my heart bursted out of my chest ..but i dont know ( Read more... )

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utterly confused and at war.

With one or two I get used to the room ( Read more... )

last night he told me that he loves me more than he's loved anyone else..and i believed him.

its murder the way your eyes make me melt inside..

11 days till my birthday..
the plan: the old spaghetti factory in LA with good friends...<3 ( Read more... )

last night i dreampt that i was you i was dressed all in black with dark glasses and attitude such a pose i could simply not hold through days in a northern town that i had once called a home.

THlSawkwardKlSS [12:43 PM]: so how much do u miss me ( Read more... )