i miss last summer.

i need you here with me.

i cant believe i get to see you in 5 days.
ive never been so excited.

i need to quit weed.
i dont want to.
but i have to.
and i dont know how to get myself to quit
because i like weed.
and i like to be high.
but im so close to screwing myself.
i need to stop.

( Read more... )

i am so happy right now.
i love this summer so far.
i got a letter from steven and i am crazy in love with him.
i love my job in the summer.
i love not going to school.
i love getting closer to my friends.
ah. love it.

i want to go to the beach.

i am sad that it's over.
it's the one habit we've had since we can remember.
the people became a habit.
and it's scary to think that there are some people who as of today, i will never see again for the rest of my life.
but there are also a few that i am so glad i don't have to see again.
the end.

i miss you
so much

shady people are mad retarded.