hey! sry i havnt written but ok heres whts happened in the past week ( Read more... )

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HeLLo! okay i just got back from the mall and i got like a crap load of make-up and some boho type mocassin shoes. i want to start goin the mall tho more often cuz 1)when ever you go in the dressing rooms and try on clothes tht dont fit it makes u soo determined. and also cuz 2) you can get a good work-out just by walking around to all the stores. ( Read more... )

hey! okay im soo sorry tht i havnt been writing but my computers been like messing up n all so yeah. anyways i totally blew it like on sat or friday (cant remember) and i binged soo bad. but yeah then yesterday (easter) we went to benihanas and so i ate soo much there and then we came home and i ate soo much freakin candy. but then i threw it all ( Read more... )

hey! okay so yesterday i was doing good but then i started to like feel like i was going to pass out and i could barely keep my eyes open cuz i had absolutely NO energy so i ate like 10 mini carrotts and 1 strawberry, then i went to the nurse so tht i could sleep and she had this low fat popcorn which i ate like half the bag but it was like 100 ( Read more... )

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okay well i just got back from the beach house at my dads which totally blew bc i was doing soooo good on friday, like i was starting to see some RiZzULtS, like my arms were getting slimmer and the gap between my legs was starting to get wider but then my teacher told my parents that i never eat my lunch and that i just like have water or diet coke ( Read more... )

okay so yeah i just finished my science project thats due tomorow, actually i only did like half of it but i'll do the other half tomorow. anyways i went to volleyball practice and then worked out on the treadmill for like 25 min. and ive officially decided that i cant run. its soo gay cuz i cant go like more than 2 minutes without my head feeling ( Read more... )

hmmm im really feeling fat today, even tho i havnt had anything to eat, and everything ive drank has no calories but i just weighed myself and ive gained weight?! ugh i dont even want to write it on here. okay well i WAS gonna go eat a strawberry for dinner but ive decided that im too fat to so now im gonna go to volleyball practice and then run a ( Read more... )

oh yeah and p.s. tomorow im going to my dads and i have to eat dinner when im there so im gonna like dry fast during the day and try to eat like a couple bites of my dinner and hide the rest or something