Do you know what it feels like to be extremely uncomfortable when you're just lying in bed trying to fall asleep? I don't know what it is but lately I have had the hardest time finding rest. It has to be something subconscious because I try and think about basketball, or ice cream sandwiches (which ultimately leads me downstairs to the fridge), ( Read more... )

I realized late last night that I have no idea what love really feels like. I tried my hardest to find a happy thought to carry me off into sleep but failed miserably. You know me, I've always had an affinity for the overlydramatic. It's not that I don't know how to love a girl because I'm most certain that I do, it's just I have yet to ( Read more... )

Wow. I have to say that this fourth of july weekend has been quite a thrill, but not the cheap kind. There is something to be said about good company, the comfort of established friendships. When the summer nights take a break and give you a cool evening breeze, my deck is an amazing place to be. We just take it easy on my wrought iron chairs ( Read more... )

I'm like an open book. Anything you want to know about me I'll tell you, I am not afraid of who I am or the things that I have done ( Read more... )

Last night I went to watch Cinderella Man with Jae and Barron (yes, that's really his name). It was a pretty good movie but nothing spectacular. It was sentimental and action-packed. I dunno, something about the condition of people in the movie during the depression really made me wish I was a husband and a father. I know that sounds really ( Read more... )

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Life never fails to find a way to teach me something new. It can be through pain, mistakes made or even success. The hard part is being aware of these things and learning from them. You have to be extremely observant of yourself, which is much easier said than done. It takes some honest friends, maybe brutally honest ones, to tell you to your ( Read more... )

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the more that i live, the more i learn that there is less certainty in all of this. there is no gurantee that any road you choose to travel down in life will lead to happiness, even if your faith in it can bear the weight of behemoths on its shoulders. no, truths that were once cast in steel crumble as the years wear on. your soul is displays a ( Read more... )

As long as I can get through today I'll be alright. Summer should bring the remedy I need along with darkened skin and concerts in the city. I'll be holding out for something new, something fresh that will keep me moving on ( Read more... )